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Yay I received the CLEP scholarship! :) I was notified in the most anti-climax way, during my history tutorial, somemore it's only after James asked me whether I'd received the scholarship, and I thought it was a random question. Hahaha after I confirmed with Wu laoshi I couldn't concentrate at all of course!
But somehow this happiness didn't last for very long. 'Cos my friends were unhappy, and it kind of affected my mood too. And I couldn't do much to cheer them up because whatever I said would turn out wrong. I'm not trying to show off or anything, I'm just... happy. Because this was the first time I achieved something, relatively big. And it's also probably because of the fact that I have something for my parents to be proud of, especially after my aunt recently announced that my cousin received 2 out of 3 scholarships she'd applied for uni, so she actually had to pay money to reject one of them. I don't know, it's kind of demoralizing when I didn't receive like words of "congrats" and instead emo faces. Guess it's because I'm a very people-person. I think I understand how they feel; it's like how I'd treated the teacher CIP programme so importantly and I was super upset when I didn't get selected. Now my happiness kind of turned into some sort of guilt, and I don't like that feeling.
Sigh I realised that I'm thinking more nowadays. And it's not a good thing, because I'm not the happy-go-lucky me like before. Oh well, maybe JC is changing me! Hopefully I don't get wrinkles for reflecting so much or something hahaha.
