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30 July 2005
Homework here, homework there, homework homework everywhere... 11:16 PM

diz is the 2nd post tt i've written 4 2dae... i dun wanna do my hw... decided 2 write some stuff.. juz now i was stuck wif my maths hw.. cudnt get the ans dat was in the ans key n i really didnt noe wut da sums r tokin abt... so i went 2 ask my sergeant... den my sergeant managed 2 help me solve the sums! yay finally can finish my maths hw.. ya n tt sergeant is sgt chenrui.. thnx alot! i realli feel that i shud realli rite diz down... coz he helped me althou he was sick... get well soon... ok lookin @ my previous post and diz 1.. u can c 4 1 thing - my sergeants r kind people. REALLI kind peeple. =) gotta return 2 my homework now. c'yaa.


The EFA 6:24 PM

yay! EFA (Essential First Aid) exam's finally ova! i feel a sense of liberty... (i learnt tt in literature class) and also 'lighter'... no more heavy stone on my heart... EFA wasnt as hard as i thot... the theory... alotta qns i use my intuition n common sense 2 ans... i can only hope my intuition is accurate... xiuhan managed 2 finish the whole paper of 50qns in less den 10min... @ least tts wut she told me... so pro.. as 4 cpr... i managed 2 finish the whole procedure in less den 10min... (last time i took 15-20 min) so i think i've made a very good improvement... hah im praisin myself... coz im in a happy mood... but of coz, there's stil alotta stuff 2 work on... i needa rmb all da steps... n bandaging... i didnt realli do very much in there.. but i think i can pass tt section larx... ohya i needa acknowlege (is tt how u use diz word? lolx) someone 4 his help.. n tt is sir kinkeong.. he told me alotta stuff 2 note bout the theory n CPR.. n the stuff tt he told me abt the theory realli came out! i think if he hadnt told me abt those stuff i wudnt haf gotten those qns korrect... the CPR stuff were of gd use 2... so a big big thank you 2 him... ok den now i'll hafta wait a few mths 4 the results 2 cum out.. - whether i passed or failed... althou the sergeants were certain tt we wud pass, i think i'd wait 4 da results b4 i get 2 excited... now it's back 2 studyin n sec1 comp practices... i think i'll haf alotta busy daez ahead.. n a pair of aching legs... i think i muz haf exerted 2 much force when doin standing board jumps yesterday... i do soo many le n i stil havent reached the mark 2 pass! i guess im gonna hafta fail my napfa test... now i stand up oso pain, run oso pain, climbing stairs oso pain.. but luckily stil can walk.. so im rather contented le... it wud b terrible if i cant walk... now i'll juz hafta bear wif da pain 4 a few daez... ok gotta go now... byebye


24 July 2005
Time realli flies... 2:50 PM

ok, i think i'll blog 4 awhile b4 i go and do my hw... time realli flies... POP is ovaa... no more std 4s 2 train us... now it's all std 3s... haiz. things r happening so fast, it's already 7 mths now... and EFA exam is juz around the corner (6 more daez, or rather... 6 MORE DAEZ!!) i think i've gone back 2 square 1... i've already 4gotten the theory stuff... and most of the practical... realli muz revise my stuff... or else i'll realli die... but sumtimes i realli wonder wut'll realli happen if i fail... aniwaez i'll juz work harder lar... i shant even think of failing diz test... or else no full u! i realli wanna wear full u, it looks sho cool... hahaz... ok.. i'll tok abt the POP camp now... seriously, s im ritin diz entry... im already lik half asleep... i'd onli had 4 hours ta slp... n we had 2 slp lik u noe u sit down n put ur heads down 2 the table... wahh my hand hurt 4 the whole nite... i was lik shiftin here n shiftin there ta get a position tt is comfortable... (it's a wonder xiuhan manages ta slp so well despite me shiftin here n shiftin there... we were sittin beside each other) but i did manage to get a snooze... 4 lik 1 hour? aniwae.. when i woke up it was lik 5am, and i woke up becoz i was feelin so cold.. i thot it was rainin, coz i heard sth lik raindrops, which my roommates l8r told me tt it was footsteps when i asked them whether it was raining... but i managed 2 bear wif the cold n carry on sleeping... ok, so when i finally woke up (i had 2), it was lik 6.10am... and we peeple thot tt we were late... but we werent after all hahaz...ya but 2dae it ended rather boringly... juz plain chattin wif da std 3s n we were dismissed... ya so i think i'll go backwards.. since i've already toked bout 2dae.. i'll tok abt yesterdae now... the BIG dae... ok, i'll start frm the topmost event den... me, daphne, chanel n yijie planned ta go 2 the jue dui superstar meet n scream session... ok me, i left home @ 11am n went 2 pasir ris mrt station to meet daphne... den we went all the way to bishan, where we went 2 junction8... ya den when we went to the place where the event was held, nt much peepz were there yet... n we had ta wait 4 chanel n yijie, so we went ta haagen dazz 4 ice-cream.. wow the ice-creams were realli ex, we spent lik $10 on two scoops of icecream... but it was realli delicious... hahaz... aniwaez ya den when yijie n chanel came (@ abt 1pm liddat), we started tokin bout derrick.. (he's the 1 tt we're supporting)... and we found out tt we waited @ the wrong place. yeah. we were supposed ta queue outside Long John Silver's @ L1 (we were @ L3) den when we reached the queue.. it was already very very long... but since we stil had abt an hour 2 go.. we sat down n waited... n after tt @ abt 2pm the queue started 2 move realli fast... we thot we were goin ta c the superstars already... so we gt realli excited... ya but our moods changed when we gt stuck in the sea of fans... it was then tt i realised tt people can actually b so selfish... becoz they wanted 2 get closer 2 the superstars, they tried all sorts of stuff juz 2 get themselves nearer 2 the stage... i shant sae in specific wut dey did, it's 2 troublesome... aniwaez, we didnt get 2 c the superstars (n derrick..) after all... the host, which is the deejay, keep draggin the thing n is lik after 1 hour, which is 3pm, no superstars came out yet... or rather, they havent even reached junction8 yet... ok, so we had to go already... or else we'd b realli late... so we totally wasted our time (n sweat) waiting 4 the superstars 2 cum in the stupid crowd... n we took quite some time juz to get outta the crowd coz it was realli congested... but b4 we left 4 sch, we went 2 ntuc 2 buy ourselves each a VodaVoda mineral water... 4 fun... coz it's lik they're the sponsers 4 jue dui superstar... i noe it's veri veri wrong of us 2 do tt, we were already late n yet we stil took our time... but we cudnt juz leave junction8 bare-handed, it's nt worth it... ok, so when we finally reached dhs, it was already lik 3.30pm.. which means we were half an hour late.. when we stepped into the sch grounds, we were realli realli nervous (ok, we were already very nervous when we were in the taxi)... coz we dunno wut punishment we wud get... aniwaez.. cpl constance, who was in charge of us, didnt scold us! it was realli a miracle... hahaz... but we were realli guilty, so in order 2 pay 4 our sins, we became very hyper n started helpin out in most of the stuff 4 POP preparation... n actually we were plannin 2 cry already @ nite... (if it's nt becoz the std 4s touched us, it wud b tt we didnt get to c derrick! lolx...) but we didnt cry after all... so it shows tt we sjab peeple r nt s emotional s our np frenz... aniwaes, the dinner was great... it was a buffet... and the food was delish! i wun realli go 2 much into the fd.. ya ok so social nite... our performance 4 the std 4s didnt turn out 2 well... but i loved the millionaire show... i dunno whether candice fell 4 real or it was part of the play, but she was stil alrite when jason dragged her 2 backstage... n the chokin part was done realli well 2... s 4 the dance.. it was lucky tt i cudnt c properly (i wasnt wearin my specs, they'd fly off when i dance)... or else i'd get stage fright or sth... ya n the song went a bit bonkers @ the front part... the intro kept repeatin until me n xun didnt noe wutta do... luckily we had our caps on... hahaz... well but overall i s'pose it was pretty okay... ya den 4 the song, althou some people dun realli noe the lyrics... we stil gt it done... ya so tts bout all 4 our performance... n the other stds did great 2.. i didnt noe the std4s cud dance sho well hahaz... yar den after tt we did the stuff we did 4 alc... chicken dance n this dance tt u hafta keep changin partners... man i realli had lotsa fun... after tt... nth much already larx... it was abt midnite... n people (std1s n our instructors) started tellin ghost stories... which made me n eve started grabbin each other realli tightly coz we're the scared scared typo... but im okay now.. coz i'd already 4gotten the stories hahaz... yar den sgt kinkeong (now sir) started wif his "final words" followed by the other instructors... maybe it's becoz their speech wasnt touching enuff, coz no1 cried.. lolx... but i think tt they r great instructors! yeah n we get souvenirs 2.. so cool... ok... i realli hafta go now, or else i wudnt b able 2 finish my hw... *YAWN* okiez... byebye... n std 4s - ya realli rock! =)


18 July 2005
TLTM week... 9:37 PM


diz TLTM week arh... it's terrible!! im now much more busy den a norm sch dae... arrgh everydae go 2 some ppl's hse 2 do project and stuff... ahh all those projects r killin me! gt eng project, chi, sci, his, blah blah blah... n stil gt third lang... tiring sia n 2 think i even thot of slackin a little @ home!! i stil hafta go ta school... ya n i travel more den the norm daez... go diz hse go tt hse.. sighh... diz wae i wud rather study in sch lik da norm sch daez... n dere's diz audition tml... haha im kong zi.. lolx guess it wud b rather comical.. all i hope is tt my stage fright doesnt act up... i seriously think tt im more 2 performing den doin 1st aid, so actualli joinin st john is realli a very new challenge 4 mie.. but i'll jia you n overcome diz 1... tok abt st john... ya now 4 da POP... ok, everything's goin rather fine (for my sect lar)... except 4 the costumes... stil a bitta trouble wif tt... but itz abt done larzz. heard frm my fren frm NP tt we'll surely cry during POP... ooh i definitely hope tt i wun cry... i wudnt wanna cry in front of so many peepz... sho embarrassing... but if all peepz r cryin... den y not? =p haha wut crap m i tokin bout?? me myself oso dunno... i think im goin bonkers diz wae... ahh my plan of stayin-@-home-n-slack-slack-slack aint gonna work le. haiz... so i'll switch ta Plan B: goin-2-peepz-hse-n-work-work-work. ok. now i seriously dunno wut im tokin abt? great. nvm... i think i've crapped enuff now. hafta go n study 4 my jap exam, which juz happens 2 b lik.. tml! ok, busy busy bee aka mie is goin 2 work on Plan B now. goodbye...


16 July 2005
Saturday is finally here... 12:35 PM

WooHoo! Saturday is finally here!! been spendin the whole day maintenence-ing (i noe there is no such word lik tt haha) my blog... ya i've changed my blog skin AGAIN... i decided tt im goin bears... i find "4eva frenz bears" sooo cute... tts y i decided 2 use diz skin.. ok the reason i decided 2 change my skin again was partially becoz of some suggestions from my gd frenzz.. i found dem rather reasonable.. so i changed my skin again... haha... well, i shall end diz maintenence thingy n continue wif mua topic... ok, i've been stayin up late 2 do hw since last saturday... didnt even get 2 slp 6hrs.. man i was really tired... think i gt realli dark panda eyes on friday... last wk gt sooo many tests.. science, maths, chinese... n it's not s if they're easy peasy... they're realli difficult!! n i didnt even haf enuff time 2 realli study 4 the tests... i onli roughly read thru the bks.. haizz... my science confirm fail already... my maths dunno whether gt hope anot.. den chinese ar.. hopefully stil can pass larx... well, y haf i been so busy ar?? hmm.. let's c... last saturday.. it's the jogathon den after jogathon i had st john business s written in the previous entry... until rather late... yar den on sunday i had 2 go watch st john nat comp @ hsc (luckily i live in pasir ris, or else i wud b home realli late...) until bout 7pm++ den can go home... after go home stil hafta rush on hw n study test.. i think i slept @ 12.30pm liddat on tt dae... ok so mon i was lik terribly tired... n the whole week was very busy... coz we std 1s hafta prepare a performance 4 the std 4s POP... so almost everyday (mon, wed, fri) hafta stay back 4 rehersal... except 4 tues n thurs when i hafta go 2 third lang... thus pratically i can onli reach home earliest by 6pm everyday last wk... terrible... n it's not lik as if i haf nth to do liddat when i reach home.. i haf loads of hw 2 do!! so i wanna slp oso cannot... i read txtbooks 4 bedtime stories, i cant even watch tv... but i find diz wk rather meaningful... i mean, the rehersals r 4 the std 4s... dey treat us so nicely... so diz is the least we can do 2 thnk dem... ehh... did i write diz b4? i suddenly find it so familiar.. aniwae no harm ritin again larx.. so nvm... yar n i had lotsa fun during the rehersals... coz i liked wut im doin.. but sometimes i feel rather embarrassed 2... in the + way lolx... n i oso had 2 memorise an eng script... it's 4 an eng project... it took place yesterday... haha i realised tt my stage fright is gettin better... @ least now i can rmb my lines... (i memorised my lines onli on thurs) after i gt in2 dhs, i find myself more "open" s in haf the courage ta so muz thnk dunmanhigh... i realli haf lotsa fun acting... sometimes i realli wonder if i shud b in eds... coz it's lik acting n dancing n stuff it's wut i realli lik... but after spending so much time in st john, i'd fall in love in diz CCA so much, i wudnt bear 2 leave... although i seriously need 2 train up on my time management skills... haha or else i wudnt b able ta catch up... aniwae i stil can lik... do performin stuff in SJ too.. in some events lik POP and stuff... hehex... so it's nt bad lar... yesh POP is next week... and stil can stay overnite in sch again n haf lotsa fun wif da seniors... ok, im oso not-so-happy bout diz cozz the std 4s will officially pass out already n we'll b under the std 3s already... haizz... but maybe it's nt tt bad after all... i find the std 3s pretty gd 2... ok enuff crappin bout dizz... next week (or isit diz wk?) is TLLM (Teach Less Learn More)week.. but sometimes dey call it TLTM (Teach Less Teach More) wk... arr wadeva.. aniwae it means tt i'll not hafta go 2 sch 4 the whole week, i'll hafta go to people's houses (2 do projects ya c) and stay @ home... which means dun hafta wake up early hahaz.. ok, needa go frenzz hse 2 do project tml gonna slp le... nitezz...


07 July 2005
Blog Under Maintainence 10:59 PM

Yozzie everyone... my blog is under maintenence now... juz changed the skin (Aint Mirmo n gang cuute? haha) so muz do alotta stuff... it'll take a few daez i think... ok... ya tts all... bye bye...