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28 October 2006
JNCO exam 9:41 PM

Today we had our JNCO exam. Aww man. I think im gonna flunk. I totally missed out the fd instructions part when studying! I thought there wudnt be much tested on that topic since we would be doing practical. I didnt noe the sizing drill qn at all! That's like 8 marks gone. And i forgot about the types of duties too!Oops. Take it that i nv said anything. =/

I have a great group for JNCO camp. Our group colour's green. Hah. That's xh's fave colour. And eve's too. I lik lighter shades of green though. =) But it's hard to get a group name with our letter 'C'. Hmm. Havent thought of anything yet. Boo. I lost my hp pouch in school. My phone was vibrating during our group discussion, but i didnt excuse myself to answer the phone. I guess i dropped it in a rush to pick up my phone after the discussion ended, when it rang again. Xh lent me her hp pouch after i made a fuss that i wud scratch my phone if it's not in a pouch. Lol.

Dawn wrote that she would get me a present on my b'day next year when she leaves for vj in her blog. I wonder if she'll even remember at all lol. But i seriously seriously dun wan her to leave... =( So many ppl are keeping her, and yet she doesnt realise it can. Hah dun care abt sharon la dawn... you noe she doesnt mean it... =p But i guess you dun haf a choice ba? I know you'd love to stay wif us and take ur aep lessons wif yigang and sharon. Hee =p

I'm back in maple again! Haha but i'm not as crazy abt maple as my bro. It's his exams now and he's still thinking abt maple. I got into a guild wif the help of him though. Yay =) He wanted to buy he limited ed chief bandit acash but it was sold out everywhere. But it's really ex... 30 bucks (coz it has 30k cash). Well anyway, i wouldnt spend so much money on such stuff. Although i lik to try out the cash items in the cash shop hehe =) I like the husky... so cute!

I shall buy myself a new hp pouch tml after church and return xh her specially-made hp pouch lol. I shall go mapling now. Haha it's so cool when everything's over. I shall play as much as i can for this yr and work really hard for next year! =)


26 October 2006
Rash decisions 9:29 PM

Omg. I think i must be crazy.

I actually opted for all the diff/new subjects altogether.
Triple science + 3rd lang + SAP scholarship (BSP)

Lol. I dunno whether i'm really gonna get what i want, since i got a C5 for sci this year. But it's gonna be a really tough challenge for me next year, if i do get what i opted for. And i kinda forgot abt my CCA commitments. Oops.

Seriously, we are given too little time to actually think carefully what we want. Only one day. Actually i changed my mind again and decided to join BSP again after the talk today. I find it so cool goin to so many places for immersion. Besides, i juz realised that the contract ends in JC. Hah! It's only an extra china studies subject in JC. I can do it! Lol, actually i still dunno whether i can actually get in BSP. Just getting myself prepared...

I can imagine myself being totally busy next year, no time to relax at all (except maybe during the immersion trips), coming home from school really late (esp when it's at Buona Vista)... whoa. Hmm. Maybe i shudnt challenge myself so much after all. Maybe i shud haf juz taken double science + 3rd lang.

But now that i've already chosen... wish me luck! =/


20 October 2006
Last Training in Dunman High 9:20 PM

Today is the last training that sj'll be havin in our dhs campus. There's still one more week before the school hols start and the school will be totally transformed after we come back lik 2 years later. Actually a group of us std2s were wishing that the PSI would rise above 100 so that there would be no training (or at least pt). Lol, i kinda missed out that there'll stil be routine, since we can haf indoor pt instead. Anyway, the PSI was only 92 then, so we still had our routine training. -_-"

Routine training wasnt as bad as i thought after all. I think i really think too much lol. We didnt do much today, but it was enough to tire us out. We had TOC and pt. For TOC, I was grouped with kokswee, wanyu, cindy and daphne. I just realised that i cant do many of the manual carriages, like the cradle and the fireman's lift. This was the 1st time i'm trying these out as i didnt come for the training when they taught us the manual carriages earlier on. I'm not strong enough i suppose. I cant even carry someone as small as daphne! I'm really weak can! I must start training up before i die in JNCO camp. The stretcher was really heavy too. It's all because of the dummy. We were made to carry the dummy together wif 1 squadmate, so yea. It really weighed alot. When me, cindy, wanyu and daphne carried kokswee + dummy, it was bad enough. Then when i was the one to be on the stretcher with the dummy, i really felt for my squadmates coz i could see how much they were suffering, while i was kinda lik the slacking one on the stretcher. By the end of TOC training, our hands were totally red. Because of the friction on the stretcher handle i guess.

For pt, we did something lik indoor pt, which was running up and down and around the school. Although we only did 2 cycles, it was tiring enough. I lagged at the stairs coz my legs went all soft when i climbed the stairs. After that we did commando's crawl and circuit pumping. The commando's crawl was pretty tiring, since we had a long group of people and a goal to meet. We did two crawls each. For the circuit pumping, we spelt out everyone's FULL names (including VICTORIA's) + our instructors' FULL names and the two sirs, sir kk and sir dickson, FULL names. It seemed quite an impossible task to us at 1st, but we managed to do it in the end. There's nothing u cant do wif a whole group of squadmates supporting one another! Our hands felt totally limp and useless after the circuit pumping. Guess it was becoz of all the pumping position thingy. The nursings' knees were all red after all the friction that our knees had on the red brick area. We ended our training with a "milkshake". Not the drink, but a group hop. Haha it was fun! Oh, and not forgetting our std2 whoosh of course.

Today was a great day. Maybe it was becoz we didnt have footdrill, so we didnt hafta change from pt back to full-u after TOC. =p Or maybe it was because this was the last routine training we're having in this erm.. linked school grounds, so it was just extra special. Whatever it is, the memories of this training shall stay with me for a long long time...


17 October 2006
2F'06 Class Chalet 9:55 PM

I just came back from class chalet. It was really fun! I guess we were more bonded after the chalet. Aloha Changi was rather ulu though. You can walk for ages and not see a single person. And it's just next to the old Changi Hospital... it's totally creepy and abandoned can. Our house's a long long walk from the reception, so if we needed any help we actually had to walk for 15min lol.. haha thank goodness we were rather safe. But the house was really big.. and i heard it was cheaper than some houses which were smaller.

We didnt do much on the first day, since we checked in late afternoon. We just slacked around, played cards before dinner. The GOONG fans all went to watch the DVD on tricia's DVD player. It was such a small screen and we were all crowding around it lol. After that it was the steamboat dinner. It was really cool eating steamboat with friends. The people at my table just dumped all the ingredients in the steamboat and we finished everything the earliest, although we only had 5 people (other tables had 6-7 people). After dinner we continued doing our own stuff and just mingled around.

The second day was the most fun. We had a great breakfast, credits to dawnlee, jess, steph and people. After that we went to pasir ris park for the amazing race. Dawnlee's dad came and fetch us from pasir ris mrt station with his lorry. So the whole class (about 20 of us) all squeezed on the open-air back of the lorry. Only dawntan refused to sit at the back with us and went to sit at the front with dawnlee and her parents. She claimed that sitting at the back would mess up her hair -_-". Haha typical bimbo. Haha but anyway it was a really fun experience sitting at the back. Dawntan u missed alot! After reaching pasir ris park, we were divided into groups. I was with april and yigang, together with the facils amy and liqin. I tried out the spider web slide and the flying fox for the first time, after living in pasir ris for lik 10 over years lol. It was really fun, although u cant exactly slide on the slide coz it was too rough. I still couldnt climb the spider web though. I was stuck at the bottom coz i didnt noe how to climb further and i also had a fear of heights. The haze was really bad when we played the activities though. Everything was a blur.

After the amazing race was over we went Burger King at downtown east for lunch. The american chicken sandwich was nice =) But it was real ex can... 6 bucks! Hehe it was worth the money anyway... it's better than the student's meal. After lunch we went tampines safra for bowling. I didnt play a game, but i helped people to play occasionally, although my aiming was rather bad la paiseh. Dawnlee looked cute playing bowling. She rolled the ball so gently. Haha i think it's her 1st time bowling.

Then we went back to the house for our bbq dinner, while jess went back to get her mahjong set. The bbq dinner was nice, although many food got burnt =(. I liked the kebabs and sweet potato. After all i helped to prepare the ingredients =). But too bad i missed the GOONG. Aww well the TV was mute anyway. No sound. (My friends tried to fix the tv so that we could watch the DVD on tv instead of the small dvd player screen and in the end the tv went bonkers. shh.. =p) We didnt get to bbq marshmallows though.. we couldnt finish the other food =(. I love bbq marshmallows. After the bbq i played cards with my friends. I learnr how to play daidi, blackjack and CHEAT. Dawntan helped me alot in the games coz i wasnt sure how to play. But i always got caught when i attempted to play cheat in CHEAT. Boo. I made a fool of myself. But i had lotsa fun playing in the night.

That night however, most people slept earlier than us (dawntan, xiuhan, yigang, zhanjie- we were playing cards), lik 12am. The night before many people stayed up real late. Guess they were really tired. The guys came into our girls' room to sleep -_-". They took up two of our mattresses! We actually had two single beds, but we shifted the furniture around and made room for 4 mattresses, 2 of which we got from the next room. Haha luckily most of the girls in our room went home so the four of us which were left managed to squeeze on the 2 beds left. Hehe we noticed some funny things that people do when they sleep. You know, like snoring and stuff... Lol the four of us had a really good laugh. Dawntan recorded... ahem's snores. I wonder if he knows he snores? Hehe. I slept till rather late in the morning, lik 9am. I didnt sleep well the night before. Maybe it was becoz we switched on the aircon and turned off all the lights this time. But i remember i woke up freezing in the middle of the night. The aircon was 16degrees! In the end i pulled the blanket off xiuhan in the midst of trying to make myself warmer, and xiuhan woke up cold in the morning. Oops =/.

The last day, which is today, was home sweet home. Jess and people cooked nasi lemak for us. These people are so cool can. They organised abd took care of everything in the chalet. Yup they had great leadership. Hehe im only good at helping around. Haha but helpers are good too =) Me dawntan and xiuhan helped to make the beds and arranged the furniture back for the people before we left to catch the chalet bus at 10.30am.

So in conclusion, the class chalet was fun! But i had to miss my jap lessons today coz i was really tired when i came home and i slept for quite awhile. It's just playing games anyway, i guess it's okay... Yup that's about all for now. I shall blog again next time! 2F rawks! =)


07 October 2006
More Random Stuff 3:45 PM

You Are A Romantic

You live your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!
Are You Romantic or Realistic?


Some Random Stuff.. 3:28 PM

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
The Five Variable Love Test


06 October 2006
Exams are over! 6:57 PM

YIPPEE!

Exams are finally over! Time to relax! WooHoo! Hmm.. i wonder how am i gonna score in this time's exams... i didnt manage to finish a few qns from my maths sci and chi paper. SAD. And i didnt get into top10 for my jap... DOUBLE SADNESS =( Haha but now im juz wishing tt i didnt get too low. i really love jap. lol.

My b'day on Monday was a pretty simple one. Guess not many people remembered becoz of exams.. =( Haha but nvm. Mum got me a really nice Mango Tropicana from FourLeaves. it was yummy lol. I didnt want to celebrate my b'day at first though, coz the next day was hist paper.

Come to think of it, now that exam's over, my life seems abit empty.. haha no homework to hurry, no tests to study.. yup it's abit blank. Most people go out shopping today, but i decided to go home to sleep instead.. Dawn wanted me to watch World Trade Center with her, but i didnt want to watch something so sad... Many people want to watch Death Note when it comes out though. lol im not interested in that either. Anyway,i didnt manage to sleep in peace for long though. My bro woke me up and pestered me to play gunbound -_-" well, i did promise him i'd play after exams... (actually im not too interested in online games anymore. i'd rather go YouTube =p) But actually i jus spent my time slacking at home today. BORRING

I just changed my blogskin.. and refreshed my tagboard... now it's empty empty empty... Wonder if anyone'll come to my blog? Haha i guess not many ba... But actually it's quite expected la.. my blog went dead for quite awhile. Lol i feel like im talking to myself...

Oh today's mooncake festival. I juz remembered. Actually my family doesnt exactly celebrate it, we just eat mooncake. There's people celebrating downstairs my house though... with music and stuff... I certainly miss the days when i carry lanterns and just play around when i was younger haha. I loved playing with sparklers on mooncake festival. Actually i still love doing that now. I stay young! hehe =)

Guess that's about all for now. Have a great time people, and enjoy your mooncakes! =)