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31 March 2007
Flag Day 9:40 PM

Today was flag day. I was really tired and i slept like a log in the mrt. When i woke up candice told me everybody was staring at me. Oops. :/ Paired up with lydia and had lots of fun niaoing the other corps lol. We started out with Toa Payoh and there was really alot of competition there! Many corps were there too. Ooh there were alot of nice stalls in Toa Payoh HDB hub! I especially loved the personalised stickers stall. The pooh stickers were really cute! So many temptations, but we had a duty going on so i didnt dare buy anything. I shall go there to shop someday!

Anyway, we couldnt get much donations, so we decided to go Ang Mo Kio. We ate at some really cheap japanese restaurant for lunch. My sakedon wasnt nice at all! It tasted sour, most likely because of the pickled veggies in my don i suppose.Oh man and it had fish roe on it so my don was actually orange-spotted which actually looked kinda disgusting to me. Oh man i think i'm not gonna eat raw jap food for awhile. >.< Oh anyway they gave us a plate of fish tempura. It was free for students. So nice! Business got better in AMK. Somebody even donated 10bucks to lydia! We also saw alot of friendly people. And I got the last design of the mrbean handphone accessory today! It's really cute lol. It's smiling so sweetly! :D

Oh yeah, before i end this post i want to clarify sth! When i said i wasnt going to wear my standardised socks the standardised way i didnt mean fold down until it becomes ankle socks! I just meant folding one full fold down instead of two folds, which is the standardised way. But it's still the same length as the standardised socks! >.< It was so embarrassing just now! Mdm practically told the whole world that i commented about socks in the toilet. :S Okay but i know it's still wrong so i shall not do it again. :)


26 March 2007
School! 10:51 PM

I came to school with a shock today. It was raining when the bus reached school. I was walking up the stairs half-asleep when there was suddenly a bright flash. I thought someone was taking photos! I took one sec to look up and saw there was no one in front of me with a cam so i looked back just in time to hear this big "boom!" That was a really loud one lol. And it woke me up. So for the rest of the day i was actually quite alert! Haha :)

I learnt about the narrogin exchange during LA lecture today. It was subsidised so heavily, and the itinery looked so fun! I'd love to stay on a farm. :) I kinda regret signing up for the UK trip now. It was one of the most ex trips! And i just realised alot of my squadmates are signing up for the japan trip. I really should have gone to japan instead. This UK trip better be fun! Lol.

Candice was nagging and nagging at me for writing so slowly in bsp lesson. Lol she was really loud! But the teacher nvr noticed anything lol. Or maybe she chose to ignore? Well anyway i know candice meant well. But it was kinda embarrasing getting chided by her during bsp lecture. Somemore her voice very loud can!

I just finished my jap compo! I took the whole night to finish it, so i actually have a great sense of accomplishment now. But i havent finished my sch hw! Oh no :/ and there's a math test tml too. I shant fail again. Grr math is such a chore sometimes. No matter how much i study there would still be more challenging sums that i dont know how to do!

Oh something random before i sign off. Yesterday i went to church and the pastor said there is a guardian angel around everyone, protecting him or her. Wouldnt it be cool to have a guardian angel with you whereever you go? And looking at what i'm blogging now haha. It's nice being a christian. Yay :)

Yup that's all for now. It's kinda late. Good night! :D


19 March 2007
A New Beginning 9:51 PM

Lol. I realised i was very emo ytd after i read my previous post. And that's really not me. Haha but now i'm back to my happy self again! I seem to have forgotten about how sad we were ytd. I still feel that there's something not right though.

School was quite fine today, although i came to school half-asleep. I was really tired after the comp. Lessons were okay though, although a few were quite boring. We're going to change teacher for physics! :( That's sad. Mr Koh's a really good physics teacher. BSP lesson was actually not boring today! Because we have a new teacher. Went home with squadmates after lessons ended. It's been some time since i could go home early. And it's been some time since I've chatted with them proper. I miss those days when we were so bonded together. Well, I went home and slept for awhile, since i did not have any homework. Oops i didnt do my jap essay! But i dont know how to do! Sensei nvr explained. But tml's exam so i guess we have an excuse not to pass up? :/

I think i shall keep this post short. Tomorrow's my jap ca2. I've studied very very hard for it. I really want to score well! Wish me luck! :D


18 March 2007
Rotten. 9:42 PM

I hate this moment. WE TRAINED SOOOOO HARD! But it's like everything was gone in an instance. The single instance when the results were announed. We didnt get 1st! Okay it's not like we did very badly, we got 2nd. But it's terrible losing to a competitor who aint a friendly one at all! At least that's what i think, or else we wouldnt be jeered at.

Everything just doesnt seem right. We were supposed to get 1st! As in that's what dunmanhigh corps always does. The moment our team joined in this thingy we havent been able to get 1st.

Okay, we shouldnt feel so bad. We did everything we could. But i guess the judges wanted something else. We did everything that our mentors taught us, we did everything that a dunmanhigh comp team would do. I think i quoted the previous sentence from someone, but i forgot who...

Well, it's really time to brace up. We have 3 long weeks of rest. I seriously need to do alot of catching up on my schoolwork! Talk about schoolwork. Tomorrow's MONDAY. Oh no. Byebye!

(I think i sound very emo now. But that's really what i feel. Sorry i dont mean anything that i'm not supposed to mean!)


17 March 2007
Day Before ZoneComp :S 11:36 AM

It's only one day to the big day. ZONE COMP. It's funny how i'm not really that nervous now. My parents wish to see me bring a gold trophy home tml. And i really wan to do so too. I'm dreaming of that nice shiny trophy lol. Guess we've been working really really hard these few months, all our hard work will be gone if we do not get 1st. Well, I'm rushing my unfinished homework now. Must finish everthing by today! Then I can be in tip-top condition tml. 'Cos i dun have to worry abt my hw like what i did last year.

My mum says i cant go stay overnight at candice's hse today. My whole team's gonna be there except me. And that's really sad! :'(
I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go I wan to go!
I shall try to persuade my parents. I still have... 4 more hours to do so! Oh man but chances are still pretty low since i've already stayed overnight in school during the 1st part of the week, for my class comm camp.

Jiayou everyone! Jiayou for zone comp! :D


13 March 2007
Leadership camp! 6:40 PM

Just came back from my leadership camp. I wonder if xun's waiting to read this blog? :) Okay let me give a general intro. My facil is ChengLong (but actually it's spelt "ZhengLong" in english). He's a really fun and nice guy. Likes to tease Elicia lol. Group name is J for "Jialat" (consists of D, E, F class comm. Buddy group is Karma (consists of G, H, I class comm). You know what, there were only 4 (initially 3, before Alicia joined in) girls in a combined group (J+K) of like 20 people. So we girls bonded quite well with one another. We had to keep an egg with us everywhere we go or else the facils would steal our eggs, and minus our marks from an overall mark of 50.

1st Day
Played lots of games and learnt many leadership skills. Had lots of fun. Seriously, this was the first camp that I've had so much fun! Maybe because it was like really leisure and casual, unlike sj camps. No need to rush rush rush. Missed all the lectures and secretary discussions for comp train. Really sad! :( Had field cooking for dinner. Chenglong told us lots of stuff, including ghost stories and interesting facts (like some actress is lesb and a gay hideout in singapore). Later was night activities organised by our own reps. It was pretty fun, although it was painful being tied up by raffia-like strings for a 6-legged race. Interacted a lot with my group. Found out a lot of funny things, like zhenzhou likes coffee and wayne is gay. Ashley and people wanted to meet up at 2am for a night walk initially but they didnt go after all. Anyway the facils' bunk was like just opp our girls' bunk and there were like facils on sentry duty! I didnt bring my sleeping bag (i thought we would be sleeping on tables!) and Elicia and Alicia were really nice they opened up their sleeping bags so that it formed a big mat and they had to sleep without a cover. >.<

Second day
We started our day with pt. Elicia, Alicia and i were abit late. And we had to do punishment. Ambulance pushups. And the fac in charge made us call him sir. Felt like sj lol. We did warmup, and every one of them he explained some cheem stuff abt muscles. Ashley thought he must've been a bio student haha. After that the sir said we would go for a SHORT jog. 6 rounds around the field! Didnt really expect it. Well anyway everyone completed it without fail, and the facils said they were impressed with DunmanHigh's fitness. Yay. :) After breakfast, we had evaluation and played games organised by our vice-chairs. Oh and we got 3rd for our egg-protecting results. We got 45 (3rd place!). Last but not least, bye bye with the facils and a nice last group photo!

Conclusion
Made new and really nice friends. I remembered how i reported for the 1st day in the LT and i did not know anyone at all, except for my classmates. No squadmates but there were seniors, and there werent any past year classmates either. (My classmates who came for the camp were all guys) Learnt many new and fun cheers! Had a relaxed, although tiring two-days-one-night. I never regretted joining the camp. This was the 1st time i had actually just let myself out and enjoyed myself totally since the start of this year. Had a lot of schoolwork to worry about and comp trains to attend. Well, for this campI did things most willingly, and learnt much more, unlike when i was being made to do things. Although i was injured and all (i got a big patch of contusion on my knee when we played the SRIC games), i didnt mind at all! I think this was one of the most fufilling camps ever! Well, maybe it was because i've had a lot to suffer in the many camps before. Class comm camp was LOVEE! :D


03 March 2007
Saturday 11:53 AM

Today's saturday. All the sci tests are over. Think i'm gonna fail at least one of them, esp physics since i did not really have much time to actually study for it. So now i'm rushing my homework that i need to pass up on monday. No comp train today. Guess i really need to do alot of studying for fa and hn, since i always miss part of my trainings. I seriously dont mean it, but i have other commitments to go for... :(

Yesterday's routine training was fun, although i wasnt in quite a mood for it. Well, our training was not that bad today coz it was a reward for planning the CNY celebration. We had a trivia pt, which was actually very fun, since it was sth new and different from the routine stuff. We played charades and ball games too, for the very first time in routine trainings except for the very first training when i was a std1 i think, when we played captain's ball. Charades was a 1st time. It (ball game) got me abit more high :) We shall do more projects and get more reward-trainings. Lol.

Mum's getting better. Had a big laceration wound on her stomach area i think. It was really scary... I heard that she had to cut off a bit of her flesh to patch the wound up. Thank goodness she didnt suffer from very serious injuries! God, please help her get well soon! :/ I think i feel really guilty. I never had time to visit her. Auntie Judy and her colleagues were very nice, they gave her alot of stuff.