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29 January 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2:04 PM

Yay today is the new year le.. happy new yr ppl! i've changed my blogskin aagin... haha this time it's more of a melancholy 1? haha it actually suits my mood now.. as in i find this blogskin very pretty ya... i usually change blogskins according to my moods... yea so no cute blogskin 4 da time being /th =p hehe i'd gotten a few angbaos from my parents so far... later gonna visit relatives le... woots so many days to relax! haha but i stil haf alotta sch stuff 2 do la... hmm i think im gonna buy some cds and b'day prezzies 4 dawn eve & yijie with the money tt i haf... oh yea and xun's 2.. ya wif so many ppl's b'days coming up i think im gonna go broke soon haha... oh n i'd lik 2 get some maplecash 2 buy a panda 2.. haha it's so cute! lol actually i'd lost interest in maple ever since sch started... now i logon i also haf nth 2 do le.. hmm ya i guess tt's all 4 now... bye n happy new year peeps! =)


27 January 2006
It's a happy day today =) 10:54 PM

Haha i also dunno y im in such a good mood rite now.. maybe it's becoz i'd juz watched the last episode of Love Concierge and it's a happy ending... i really lik the part when Ruyi and Jiekuan meet @ the carousel in japan again and reconciled... japan is really a very romantic and beautiful country.. tt's y im so interested in jap haha... i love jap! so i've decided i shall study for 4yrs by hook or by crook, even if there's alotta commitments in sj or my studies... =p i believe i can do it! after all librans are good @ balancing stuff hehe =)

I think im gonna flunk my maths test. i seem to have alot of 1/2 marks already deducted.. nv write proper statements... pie chart draw wrongly.. qn 2(a) gt both qns wrong.. aiya even statistics also so chum... sigh... science's also much of a problem. we're doin atoms now, and all the chemical terms and equations stuff are driving me crazy... the bonds are rather confusing 2, or maybe it's juz the terms la.. wut convalent bond ionic bond and i think i heard of sth lik a dative bond? well, the tb really aint of any help la.. we're learning things outside of the tb.. chemistry is such a confusing subject man.

Today there was sj training. "on the eve of new year eve"... quoted frm yi'an i think... it wasnt as tiring as the last training, but it was stil tiring la.. actually i really lik fri trainings.. get everything over and done wif and enjoy a full sat and sun. tml can wake up late le yay =) we did home nursing some new footdrill stuff and yea pt. pt made our squad morale higher... yea and it was really great to hear tt it was the last round after alot of running. upon hearing the "last round".. whoa i went high le haha... coz last round = nearing end of pt... the punishment @ the end of the day was rather.. energy-absorbing... yeah it was really tiring on the legs after a few continuous jumping-up-and-downs... oh and i also had a really bad time wif my hair. how to tie when it's so short? but miraculously i managed to tie it up haha... i purposely cut my hair short to save time tying it up in mornings la.. and ya i stil can let down on normal school days.. but sj muz tie up... and it looked lik a tiny stub of hair wif a rubberband tt's gonna drop out anytime soon after a few jumps.. but it didnt la.. it went really loose.. but it didnt drop.. i had a hard time wif the crunches coz i was making sure my hair doesnt touch the ground lest the rubberband loosens and drops...
oh and we even got chocolates after a tiring training on the eve of chinese new yr eve frm sir kk... haha tt was nice of him.. i got a mars but it'd melted when i opened it up to eat after training.. well maybe it was because i gripped it in my hands too tightly.. ya den alotta heat ma haha...

Yea i think i wanna go sleep now.. im really tired after a whole week of going-home-lates and wakin-up-early-in-the-mornings.. and i stil have geog jap art chinese homenursing-studying and blah blah to do 4 the next few days of new year... yup so.. good nite! Happy eve-of-new-year-eve! =)


23 January 2006
Lalala. First aid training today! 9:41 PM

Hello people! It's been a long long time since i've blogged. yay gt people read my blog 1! well im certainly happy to c comments on my tagboard. hehe. i've been 2 busy to even switch on my com, let alone blog.. finally today. i haf abit of time to switch on my com, so yea i'll juz make a short update b4 i go back 2 my hw... yeah 2nd sj training passed by last saturday.. so many ppl blogged abt it le i guess there's no nid to repeat wut they've said la..

Haha today i went to school wif a new hairstyle... short hair lol... and there were positive comments and negative comments... to sum up there were alotta comments haha... well anyway i think im rather contented wif my hairsyle.. it saves me alotta time in the morning nw haha =p yeah and sch juz goes by liddat... with alotta doubts abt science stuff... lik wut atoms and molecules and blah blah blah. i seriously dun understand all those atomic numbers thingys... it's real real confusing. i dun think i'd take up sciences next yr lol...

Today was 1st aid comp train. we did all types of bandaging and stuff... yea it was rather.. unstressful la.. a good beginning. alotta ppl came to help, it was really nice of them. oh and the five members of the comp team currently is me candice yijie steffi peirong. i really really hope there'll be no more changes to the comp team le.. i mean ppl have been quittin here and there... i was 1 of those who substituted a quitted original comp team member.. since they haf wut it takes to be chosen... y not? i personally feel tt since im chosen, i might as well make the best of it.. although i was actually rather bothered whether to join or not to join 2 days ago ya... yijie is currently in the same state as me 2 days ago.. well yijie has her own 'fears'.. although it was a very weird 'fear'... haha but ya i'd love her 2 join...

Okay this is my end of my update.. i really nid 2 go do my sci hw and revise my jap vocabs... gotta go now... byebye! =)


14 January 2006
1st sj training of '06... 11:04 PM

Yup, today is the 1st training of 2006. it's been sometime since i've blogged, i didnt switch on my com these days coz nid 2 do hw and sch stuff... yup.. so today early in the morning i fell down flat on the floor while carrying my bag 2 the classroom. i tripped on audrey. and this was the 1st time i ever fell in sj and the 1st time i hurt my left elbow and right kneecap all @ once (i hardly ever fall and even if i do, i hardly had any injuries)... my elbow has a contusion i think.. while my kneecap has an abrasion. i was so worried whether i cud stil do pumpings coz it really hurt b4 pt and i was lik askin yijie whether i shud do pumpings anot durin sir hw's briefing for countless times lol... well anyway i stil managed to do all pumpings in the routine training, be it the training itself or punishments. i tried to push myself forward in a way tt only the front part of my kneecaps touch the grnd (tt abrasion was @ the bottom part of my kneecap) ya so it was a very tiring and awkward position haha...

The pt... well we did lotsa running lotsa shouting and lotsa repeating of stuffs... lik warmup exercises & response... & punishments... haiz yea overall the pt was well, tiring.. for me, coz my stamina aint really tt gd... yup and we did crunches on the field... whoa it was really muddy and wet and stuff tt girls dun lik... yup and our pt kits were lik totally muddy and brownish.. mine was a minor case while some of my squadmates... guess their t-shirts need more scrubbing when they get home... yeah and it was the 1st time i cudnt do crunches without using up alotta energy.. (i mean i loved crunches coz i've always thot them as the easiest out of the 4bx next to half squats) my stomach muscles.. they were lik of no use today la.. and i took much effort to do 1 crunch... guess it's becoz of too much running ba..

Oh and we had punishment for changing without waiting for squadmates and for bein late for fall-in after changing into uniform.. yea so we changed from pt kit to uniform and then to pt kit and lastly uniform. it's lik ridiculous la.. i mean the pt kit's so dirty after tt muddy incident.. but ya we stil had to do everything as instructed.. yea n uniform inspection i was pumped 10 for crumpled socks (lol i wore my right sock on the wrong side, the line on the sock was @ the bottom so there was this lump of cloth meant for the back of my sole popping out near my ankle there) and this was the 1st time i was pumped for bad bearing =(

Hmm and yea it was footdrill la.. footdrill was rather normal today so i haf nth 2 say abt them... but it was a really tiring session since were directly under the burning sun and all these marching up and down... wow... i was so glad i survived the whole footdrill session i was so afraid the hot weather might affect me...

And then there was this part at the end when we were dismissed when the seniors say we "cannot sling bags"... yeah n i seriously thot it meant lik cannot carry bag with one strap... den seniors say we can go then i carried my bags with 2 straps and then the seniors started scolding.. wa xia4 si3 ren2 i didnt realise i'd done anything wrong until moses gave me a sharp whisper remindin me abt my bag.. tt was when i realised i misunderstood the seniors' words lol...

Yup and tt's basically wut happened 4 today's training la... im so glad there werent any dead bodies @ the end of the training lik wut my squadmate (paiseh i 4got who it was) mentioned haha... yea den we 1 big grp go kfc and started chit-chattin n gossiping and stuff again la.. ppl were tokin in groups ya...

Man my home (living room) is infested with black ants these few days.. alotta ants are really lik crawling everywhere lor... yesterday 1 even crawled up to my hand shoulder... and 1 even to my head ( i dunno hw it managed 2 gt there, but i juz felt tt my forehead felt ticklish and i then hit my head with my hand and there it was, a dead ant on my head) yikes... my dad told me it was because of the fact tt it has been raining these few days and their ant holes are full of water and so they come up here 2 shelter from the rain. but it was such a wrong choice for the ants lol... coz i killed more than a dozen ants during these 3 days la.. they climb up on my table when i was doin homework.. yea so i juz kill them lor. hmm but i seriously suspect something sweet in the living room tt the ants know abt and 4 me 2 find out...

Haha yup i hafta go do hw le.. i stil haf 5 chaps of Animal Farm 2 read some imaginary toy to draw and zhou ji... okay byebye!


06 January 2006
DHS Xplore 11:16 PM

Today was the DHS version of Amazing Race.. im in the same team as jess steph xiaoqian anting shiying siyun sharon dawnlee minjie haoyi... ya wif 2 sc facilitators mingshuan and han zi... whoa im really tired out man... did lotsa running islandwide. but it was very fun la, we went mediacorp (it was our 2nd station) and saw chen tian wen who was filming in a car (cool they stick a cam at the front of the car to film the inside) he even waved @ us lor... we even saw pierre png... the "yang yang" in lor... @ least my teammates did. i didnt haiz... =( he was driving into the carpark in a very cool red car.. n when we chased after him wanting him 2 stop n take fotos wif us he juz drove in w/o even slowin down lor. so bad.

We went sj headquarters 2.. lol tt time i 4gt where it was i only remembered it's somewhere btw kallang n lavender haha.. den my teammates found out frm their parents it was beach road then ya, i recalled le... yup tt station was simple, we only needed 2 find out the commisioner which was Mr Hia la..

Yup and there was this youth park station 2.. we acted out some Miss Congeniality contest i think.. we were lik shouting in public and the ppl who turned to look @ us wud b our "audience"... haha it was real paiseh.. but also very fun la haha..

We even went to tt former rjc school.. the campus tt we wud b goin 2 in sec3.. wah buona vista is lik so far away frm my home lor... yup n there was this task tt needs us 2 roam around the school... whoa it looks really old n deserted haha... but ya it's very big la... there were some places tt were so dark i dun think i wud ever walk around alone (i was wif jess n sharon)...

Oh n there was this railway station somewhere in tanjong pagar i think. was it there? well erm nvm but tt railway station actually belongs 2 malaysia.. cool... yup i didnt even noe there was such a place la, so it was an eye-opener for me. hehe. we bought our lunch there. we had sunshine breadrolls 4 lunch. haha alotta ppl bought choco rolls, i bought a kaya roll haha.

Hmm and we caught a group jaywalking. tt group was doin the same stations as us la, so we were competing wif them. we actually caught the video of them jaywalking in the video cam, but my facilitator han zi was too kind to confront them, so ya.. in the end they gt 2nd and another group gt 1st but we gt nth. haiz.

When we came bak jess had hyperventilation... her hands were stiff and she was so scared tt she was crying. and then the 1st aid tt i learnt in sj came 2 use. i noe tt hypervent is due 2 lack of carbon dioxide ma.. so cup her hands lor.. yup and reassure... this was the 1st time i had a real "casualty" and the 1st time i put my 1st aid skills 2 use.. although it wasnt some serious case i was really glad. i mean, glad tt i cud help my fren when she was in need la, nt glad tt she hypervent la. 4 once, i was happy tt im a trainee 1st aider (i mean normally im neutral la).. haha i lik 2 help ppl. i lik sj! =)

Yup yup i nid 2 go le... nw it's 11.55pm... going to 12am le.. haha but thank goodness tml no sj. i plan 2 slp till 12pm. haha. n i think i shall go my uncle's hse 2 learn tennis.. provided tt he has time la. haha. =)


04 January 2006
Orientation 9:41 PM

Today was the orientation.. whoa the day was tiring.. esp when i only had less than 5 hrs sleep... yup and arly in the morning 5.30am i went to pasir ris mrt station to meet xiuhan... for once i was early haha... n while waitin 4 her i fed the mosquitoes.. i realised tt i've gt lik 5 mosquito bites after she came and we went up the train lol... yup and we reached school really really early, the time when the school gate's juz opened... wah and she said we might b late lor lol. then after tt was alotta rushing here n there la..

The orientation started @ 8.30am. then everybody went to grab sec1s. me n xiuhan were partners, and we grabbed a guy i think.. then we grabbed 4 girls...(3 ran off and xh followed them, while i stayed wif 1 girl who was tryin out the walker.. but later we met up again la..) ya they all were okay la, abit quiet lor.. the 3 girls tt xiuhan chased after seemed pretty sian n juz wanted to walk around) hmm and later at 10am++ it was break. we didnt haf any time to buy food frm canteen so we were provided bread. i gt a kaya bread n i shared half wif yijie.. hmm and then it was the later part of the orientation.. we gt 2 girls! elias park de! me n xiuhan were so excited lor. our pri sch juniors. yup i think that was the time when we were @ the peak of our enthu-ness... the girls looked rather enthu 2.. hee... yup and then later we lastly gt 2 guys.. 1 was guai guai and from what i observed he seemed quite interested in sj la.. while the other 1 was chaos and ran around then later even tried to bring tt guai guai guy wif him.. but he stayed wif us. yay. well after tt he came bak and ya he didnt bother to listen to both me and xiuhan, den he met up wif 2 of his friends later and teased the guai guai boy, sayin to his friends tt 2 girls(us) are mixin wif him... tt's so bad lor. hmm but overall everything went rather well, i repeated my stuff for 4 times but everytime was diferent... we didnt visit some stations everytime due to time constraint, but we remembered wut seniors say abt nt chasin our buddies away during every exchange, and me n xiuhan wud say "we hope to c u in st john hor. i remember u already. muz join hor! byebye!" wif a smile smile n jokey jokey attitude.

Later it was packing up. surprisingly everything was very fast and we finished clearing up within 25min. cool.

Hmm then yup we went to kfc. me candice xiuhan wanted to go dunno-wut 30 bus stop de hawker centre there coz we were tired of fast food, but later we decided to join our squadmates at kfc la.. then we chat chat laugh laugh n then some even laugh until cry. yup we usually laugh alot in this kinda chattin sessions. people involved are me eve hoyee xunlin yijie candice and leesimin. the jc seniors were lik juz next to us lol.. but it's a wonder we can actually juz talk and laugh so naturally n happily... though there were a few whispers here n there haha... kfc was very cold though, first it was eve simin i think.. den hoyee was also cold.. yea n later they passed the coldness 2 me la lol... yup i think i spent lik 2 hrs there until exactly on-the-dot 4pm we left the restaurant.. then candice n eve took 12 home while the rest took 158.

I had to change from 158 to mrt to get home la.. n yijie changes bus frm the bus stop @ aljunied, while hoyee n simin took the 158 all the way.. yup so as i went by myself everything was quite okay la.. n i gt a seat somewhere @ bedok... then after tt i half-dozed off.. as in i noe which stations haf passed and stuff liddat la.. until i've reached tampines and the trip to pasir ris.. i stil had my eyes closed until i heard 2 guys talkin quite loudly la.. so i opened my eyes and turned b4 i saw the owners of the voices... coz from the corner of my eye i felt they were lik starin @ me.. then while i looked away i heard sth lik "she was sleepin leh.." then sth lik "today is cca day ar?" or sth liddat la.. den after tt i suddenly had the urge to take out my hp so i reached into my pocket took out my hp and then started smsin yijie. which means i looked down. ya n they continued talkin, and it's lik i was sittin on the long row of seats wif juz 1 other lady i think n the 2 guys sat opp @ the other row by themselves. then after tt they said sth i've forgotten le n called a "eh!", lik they were talkin 2 me. but i didnt dare 2 do anything so i juz stood up and walked to the door (it was nearin pasir ris mrt station). i overheard them sayin "she doesnt want to be friends leh" or sth liddat la.. lol i was stil blur blur when i came out of the train.. ya so i juz quickly gt out n left then ya, everything was over le la.. lol i also dunno whether isit me or isit them juz talkin normally only la.. but until nw i dunno hw the 2 of them looked lik i didnt look at them directly in the face @ all... haha i only wrote tis becoz it's a diff thing tt happened to me on the mrt la ya...

Okay, to summarise my day.. it was tiring but fun. yup, gotta go.. byebye!


01 January 2006
1st Day of 2006 4:55 PM

OOH it's NEW YEAR!! i'm a supposedly 14-yr-old now! haha.. anyway, yesterday the countdown... it wasnt fun @ all. NEVER go wif parents to a countdown. for my case, i went wif my mum dad n bro.. n i was the only 1 tt's enthu. goin wif them is lik goin by myself.. i cudnt go 'high' lik those ppl in the crowd whu were shouting n cheering and... my parents and bro were lik so sian lor... when i wanted to go n squeeze into the crowd they said i might get trampled by people.

When britney spears came out i was so so excited but when i turned bak n glanced @ them they had no expression on their faces @ all. no excitement no nothing. btw, britney spears was hot! lol... @ least it gt some guys around me doin the sorta whistle tt guys do on pretty girls... ya and when it was the countdown i cudnt help but go abit high wif the crowd.. and it's lik when it came 2 "1!" and everyone started cheering n clapping, my parents wanted to go already.

It was only abit after the strike of midnight n they wanted to leave. there was sth lik a disco party in d'marquee @ tt time... n the "move it" disco mix was playing.. there was a crazy frog hit also i think...

I'd wanted to stay 4 a lil while longer, but they insisted on going. n y was tt? they wanted to catch the last bus. gay.(lol i gt influenced by th and eve) i mean, downtown east so near my hse if we cannot catch last bus we can always walk home wut. but apparently they were too lazy to walk la. i'd plan 2 walk home le, whether there was a bus anot. i mean, it's so cool to walk home slowly and breathe in the new air of year 2006. haha maybe im silly la, but i seriously didnt want to take a bus home.

Yup so we went to the bus stop. there were a couple of buses tt were goin 2 the interchange (which means we stil haf to walk a 10-min walk to the bus stop) but my parents n bro didnt wanna take. i wanted to take la, since i cannot walk the whole distance home, at least i cud walk a shorter distance home. but they wanted to take a bus tt stopped at the bus stop tt was much more nearer to my home la. which means only 3 min of walkin to my doorstep. gay la. n the bus really came, so i cud only walk 3 min distance home.

Did i even mention tt my parents didnt even buy me a lightstick bracelet to sort of lik.. add to the atmosphere? it only costed 2 bucks, they didnt even want to spend 2 bucks to make me happy. instead they spent 2 bucks plus to buy my bro french fries.

Ahh! so goin to the countdown was a nightmare 4 me. i mean, except for the fact tt i saw britney spears haha... her songs were really nice... i shall go wif my frenz next time. i dunno if my parents'll even let me la. but i'd make up my mind nt to go countdowns wif my family alone.

Hmm. and no1 reads my blog! i juz changed my tagbox to flooble n so far only tzuhsiang has tagged. boohoo. im sad =( lol juz kiddin juz kiddin... but i'd love more messages on my chatterbox. oh well, i dun really blog regularly so ya.. it's natural tt nt much ppl go to my blog ba...

Haaha ya. so i guess tt's all 4 now. wishing all people around me a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR and may all new year resolutions come true!! =)