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Ahh.. i'm back in Singapore again... after 7 totally great days... I love Japan!! Juz came bak yesterday midnight.. yup so it's actually considered today... people there are kawaii and polite, and they are also very friendly too. And Japan has really fun places to play, like Tokyo Disneyland and Universal Studios... i wore a really pretty princess costume @ the universal studios and took photos... and it cost my parents SGD$50++... ex but totally worth it! i thot it was a total makeover sorta thing, but they didnt make me up la.. i only wore the costume and a tiara and matching earrings and necklace... and i had a hello kitty bkgd 4 my photo hee. yeah and then @ tokyo disneyland my mum bought me a pair of minnie mouse hair clips and i wore it 4 the long hours i spent in tt place... haha now in s'pore i cant wear them.. it wud seem too childish... but in tokyo disneyland alotta ppl were wearing those ears and some were wearing fanciful hairbands with stitch's ears or minnie's ears and stuff... they were in the 20s.. yup so i didnt seem childish there la haha...i'd love the hairband but it was too ex.. yup so i got the hairclips instead... oya and i went to the Nara Deer Park and i tried feeding the deers wif the biscuits sold there and in the end i was chased by them until i got freaked out and was screaming all over the place... my brother was so scared he dropped the biscuits and the deers crowded around and started fighting for the biscuits so my brother cud finally shake them off... but i liked feeding them so i bought another pack of biscuits but tis time i ducked the deers @ the main road and fed the biscuits to the more quieter deers behind a fence... haha they were so cute munching the biscuits! yup and it was so cool hearing people all over the place speaking japanese and seeing signs all around u tt u dont understand.. i do understand some though... those in katakana, which was similiar to english words. all these exposure to japanese stuff shud do me good when i continue wif japanese lessons next yr... i've really learnt alot in japan... okay i gotta go now... i can't blog too long, i need to go to school tomorrow and i havent really gt wut i need to memorise memorised yet... i havent finished writin abt my trip yet but i'll elaborate more in the next entry... yup so tata! =)
I m now blank blank blank. i dunno wut to think, i dunno wut to do, except to juz write all tis feelings in blogger. everything's over in juz 5 sec. i really wish i cud turn back time n redo everything all over again. i juz wanna haf auditions everyday to try and try and try until i finally succeed, but too bad. there wun be so many competitions lik tis 4 @ least a yr. one out of ten gets in. ONE out of ten. too bad i wasnt lucky enuff to be the one. i was part of the nine. the 'one's are most likely ppl whu haf professional singin lessons or ppl who haf real talents. nt those ppl who juz sing becos they lik to sing, and dream bubbles or clouds in the air, thinkin they can be the next junyang or kelly without anything. juz tt dream. haha reality really burst my dream bubble. but i cant help thinkin what'd happen if i do get in, b4 i tried of coz. but now, i dun dare dream anymore. wut i feel lik now is to juz hug somebody and cry. the problem is there aint any appropriate person 4 me to hug, not even my parents. my parents are lik scoldin me sayin tt i shudnt haf even joined tis competition coz i dun haf any singin lessons and stuff. but they also wun let me go 4 singing lessons. it's tis ironic... haha i also dunno y la... but tis is nt goin to stop me from joining another competition... but nt singing i guess. maybe acting. but now i juz feel so cheated. they keep showin the advertisements so many times to urge us students wif dreams to join... and then we silly students go queue up 4 so many long long hrs and all we get is juz 5 secs. they cud @ least haf given us time to sing a chorus. i mean becoz of tis competition ppl haf been lik practising and practising and missing sleep becoz of nervousness... i noe it's hard 4 the judges la.. but they cud always drag the auditions 4 a few more days. really, they'd already haf realised their dreams. and now they are bursting ppl's dreams. maybe they do haf real talents, but they really cud've given people more time. i sang only 1 and a half lines. xunlin sang half a line. how cruel can they be. most ppl get a 'tehh..' of coz.. then a few handfuls of ppl gt a 'ting ting ting'... okay im now brought back 2 the cruel reality. but i need a few days to cool down. since im already lik goin to japan in 2 days' time so okay la.. maybe i'll make my parents spend $ 4 my shopping spree. hee. but i will be back. i wun giv up juz lik tt. i shall start dreaming again.
Yayness! After lotsa hunting in maple, i finally gt a sky snowboard dropped by a slime! hehe it's part of the winter vacation thing... okay la it's actually the most basic 1 of the snowboards, and there are much more cooler snowboards like the aqua snowboard and the silver and gold snowboards and even a blood snowboard, but they are dropped by real powerful monsters, considering my lvl.. which is only 15... haha im only a beginner la.. so im really really excited abt it. okay tt is abt all... yup and the snowboard is really pretty! haha =)
Hellos people! havent been blogging 4 quite awhile now.. haha i think i shall make tis a quick 1... okay 1stly i shall help dawn advertise her blog. her blog is back! haha so every1 go and visit =). yesterday juz finished my course of chinese medication.. whoa it's really really bitter. i had 2 eat a sweet after every time i drink tt medicine. yup yup n the day b4 was sj training. i totally messed up everything. i didnt memorise wut i was supposed 2 memorise (i thot i didnt need 2, yup so i only read thru) yeah n my cpr was lik back 2 square 1. maybe i noe the procedures and stuff... yeah but my hands-on was really bad. guess i really tortured the dummy.. esp the digging the mouth part lol. yeah and becoz of me i dragged the time 4 everyone 2 go home. not good. okay so after tis lesson i shall start studying n memorising everything, okay make tt almost everything. i shall memorise the more impt 1s 1st.. den after i've really really memorised until very well le den i study the other not-so-impt stuff. and it's juz 2 more days 2 saturday. SATURDAY. the big big day for me. haha my closer frenz shud noe wut im up 2. =p im nt tt rdy for staurday, but guess i shall get myself prepared le. and it's 5 more days to japan! the 7-day trip is actually 5 days' fun, coz 2 days are 4 the aeroplane trip to japan and back. tuesday's coming really really soon, but i think i'll only pack my luggage on monday night, since my aeroplane trip is on tuesday night. but now, let me go play maple 1st. heehee. =)
Wee! im still in such a hyper mood now, although i've already settled down on the sofa @ home n typing into my com tis blog entry... yup i figured tt not many ppl will like 2 hear me crapping so enthu-ly abt all the who-and-wut-i-saw-@-ocean-concert stuff so i've decided to blog. i mean blogger cant possible be sian @ all tis crapping of mine lol. yup so i juz went 2 Ocean's show-the-face concert... and i so so regretted i didnt bring a cam! not only ocean was there, play music family lik joi chua weijian weilian xinhuei were also there! chanel n haha so totally kool... the concert didnt last very long though.. juz lik one hour or so. wanted 2 wait till 9pm 2 get his autograph but i guessed it was too late, and we stil had 2 wait lik 1hr ++ until 9pm. ocean's okay la, not bad-looking, i found him cute haha. face round round de, den his face is always full of smiles. very friendly guy. dawn said he looked lik some out-dated gangster but im lik totally disagree haha. joi was really pretty though. and weijian, tt cute lil boy was lik bein "act-cute" as wut the mc claims, but weijian is cute la haha. he's really skinny though. and weilian, he looks rather good 2 haha. xinhuei, yup she's pretty. but back 2 ocean. the way he appeared was very interesting i thot. there was a music tt was remixes combined together from his more famous songs lik 'gu dan bei ban qiu' 'shu shu shu' 'liu se cai hong' yup n blahs. den after all the music there was this "ocean. ou de yang." and after tt 5 secs later ocean jumped out of this white screen singing. haha tt atmosphere was very nice, i mean of coz it's nice, after we've waited lik 1hr or so standing in tt huge crowd. but actually some ppl didnt exactly go there becoz of ocean. they went there becoz of seeing the superstars lik weijian. wah weijian's fans really made it very obvious tt they went there juz 2 c weijian n tt's all. 4 me i went there totally juz 2 c ocean coz ignorant me didnt even noe the superstars n joi were there. sometimes i feel rather sorry for ocean, people didnt come juz 2 c him. some people even came wif children and little kids and were sitting down on picnic mats and eating snacks lik havin some picnic liddat lol. well i also realised tt many singaporeans r lik litter bugs. after we went out of the enclosed padang we saw tt queue tt we were queueing @ earlier 2 hrs, and we saw lots of newspapers and empty can drinks and stuff. surprisingly, i was actually very surprised 2 c tt. i also dunno y, i've always thot singapore as a clean and green city, i didnt expect so much newspapers juz strewn all over the place lik tt. but i didnt go n pick up the litter and throw them away, so i guess im juz as bad. but @ least i dont litter. well anyway ocean cried quite a few times when he was singing. guess he was really touched 2 c so many ppl. he said tt play music was even lik tellin him to b prepared if not much ppl came since it was lik raining rather heavily the days before. but luckily today was good whether and i got a good view of the stage and the ppl on the stage (i was @ the 3rd row of ppl standing after the vip seatings). i dunno whether i shud've stayed until 9pm so i cud haf my cd signed but after all dawn had 2 go so mite as well. i really haf the urge to buy his 1st and 2nd albums now, i didnt buy i juz heard the more famous songs on the radio or teevee lik tt tv drama you fu or isit something else anyway tt show uses his song 4 the theme song. yup so i've finished crapping and i feel more calmed down now. but im stil regretting the fact tt my phone's camera is so lousy tt i cudnt haf any clear photos taken and the fact tt i didnt convince my mum to let me bring my cam. i'd really haf loved 2 take some closeups of ocean n the superstars. n i also regretted i didnt go @ 1pm so tt i mite haf a chance 2 stand @ the 1st row and then maybe i cud get some signs (supporting ocean) tt were given out to the ppl @ the front rows. sigh if i cud turn back time i'd haf gotten my cam out of the house by hook or by crook. n i'd haf requested an earlier time to go out.
Ha dawn's blog is finally back... i missed reading it.. her blog entries are always lik so different de.. some has sarcasm, some has depression n blah blah. well anyway i haf no idea y i found today a nice day. maybe it was becoz i had a lot of peace n quiet, i woke up late and i managed 2 do some of my homework. i also watched very interesting teevee shows lik wang zi bian qing wa & ming xing ou xiang that really was so funny tt made me laugh. wah really alot of ppl from all walks of life haf this courage to join this kind of competition and do not mind losing face de lol. i think im gonna join such competitions when i grow up 2, it'll b a very enriching experience 2 act wif those real actors haha. some ppl 4get script stil can say in such a im-not-wrong way 'aiya i dunno wut 2 say le lar!'. haha tt really gt me laughing... n the judges were laughing 2. yup so today was a nice day coz i had sth 2 do. today eve told me the comp interview has cases. tts it im dead. until now stil havent read any fa nots or the fa manual. n im so gonna flunk this interview lik how i'd flunk my sec1 comp. but nvm i shall juz try my best. well anyway tml me n dawn r goin 2 watch ocean le. wonder wut he really looks lik, there were claims tt those fotos on the newspapers werent the real him. but the truth'll be out tml. he wun need a cartoon boy on his albums anymore, he can juz use his own face. yups. n i watched
