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Today's the last day of school. wow, one yr juz passed lik tt. time really flies... well, i was given quite a few holiday homework, esp hmt ones. when i was in pri sch dec hols dun haf any hw de.. coz we will haf diff teachers n stuff.. haha guess tt's the diff btw sec sch n pri sch's dec hols... well, all was well, i passed my koto. yup, i passed it! didnt really expect it, coz my fill in the blanks was nt tt good.. they asked 4 some motto 4 sj and i wrote 2 care, 2 serve and 2 lead. haha i really didnt noe tt ans. but im really glad i saved myself from goin 2 hq n taking the paper again. im rather satisfied wif my results tis time 2. i jumped 7 positions, from 20th position to 13th position. kool! but i stil aim 4 top 10 next yr. top 5's impossible, wif those real clever people in my class lik dawn tan zhang lu huangmin n blah blah. i'd b very very happy if i were juz 2 get a 10th position. stil, i need 2 buck up on my geog n hist, they were the subjects tt pulled me down. lucky i had my jap 2 replace my geog marks, so from C6 (geog) i hopped up 2 A2 (jap), which pulled up my marks by alot supposedly. haha i love jap! i shall study jap the next yr the next next yr n so on. even if im lik coping until wan 2 die i also dun wanna quit jap. yup.. and i got chosen as a nominee 4 sj comp. haha once again i didnt expect it @ all. im really not so confident in myself now, after i blasted my whole sec1 comp. it really had a great impact of me i guess. but now, all tt i noe i haf to do is to juz prepare my stuff 4 the interview next next wed n hope 4 the worst. after all, when u hope 4 the worst, there wun b sth worse then the worst, so i guess i'll b much happier. =) but im prepared nt to get chosen actually, i noe my limits and stuff n i noe the other squadmates tt were chosen r betta den me. yeah but i'll stil try my best. since im nominated, i shall do my best. hmm.. n today we did spring cleaning 4 our class. me dawn tee xh and sharon all went to the walls @ the back of the classroom 2 clean windows. haha after tt me dawn n xh tried climbing up the wall without any chairs, but try so many times stil cannot climb up. xh even tried until she zhuang qiang. not rather serious la, her elbows n legs hurt a little, and she claimed she had a dislocation lol. wah really sj enthu-ist... minor things liddat stil can add in some 1st aid =p. lireng n yigang cud climb up instead. haha after all they're smaller n lighter. which means 3 of us are so gonna die in sec1 camp in dec. heard tt there r chairs 2 help us climb up, but i also heard the wall is much more taller then the walls we tried to climb up today. dawn wants to juz zhuang qiang n juz complete tt obstacle. haha, i think i'll juz try n climb, but i think i'll take quite some time 2 jump down lol. maybe i cant even manage 2 climb? haha we'll juz hafta wait stil sec1 camp and see. =)
Okay, so dawn really coded from my blog. i dun think im very honoured 2 b coded by her lol... i haf diz sudden urge to delete tt section due to guiltiness (is there such a word?) although i dunno y i feel tt way from my previous blog entry, but mite as well. since it's already there, and some ppl mite haf seen it, i cant do anything now. whoa dawn made me seem lik a person hu really really dislike sj, i juz dont really really really love it tts all =)... so i may stil lik or love or really love sj, i juz dun really really really love it. well, so today wasnt tt bad after all. it was until 1pm, and i'd thot training would end @ lik 5pm. ha, serves me right 4 not reading tt ro, in the end i had to ask around and ppl say it would end tt late. so, of coz it was much more betta den i thot, after all it ended much more earlier then i thot haha. but seriously, training wasnt really tt bad la. pt was okay, i survived pt after all. so my stamina didnt really go back to square one. phew. okay, i usually survived pt haha, or else i wudnt even be here now lol. but today std 3s let us play poison ball.. haha tts so nice of them... but the pt was rather tiring, although not as bad as i thot. i really thot it was really tt bad, so ytd i totally dreaded the pt today. today we did situps. situps are my weaknesses, i had a hard time trying to "sit up". and it's nt the problem tt we hafta do it ourselves, even if i do wif my partner yijie i also cannot cum up. bad stomach muscles i think, not strong enuff to pull myself up. i finally did 2 "perfect" ones, when cpl grace pushed me up. so embarassing haiz. i failed diz section in my napfa test too. people sit up n down so easily, but 4 me i tried so hard but then stil cannot cum up. is there any way tt can help me 2 do a perfect situp? whoa becoz of squadmates lik me, they had to change the 30 situps halfway to crunches. tt time i really loved crunches man. next was 1st aid. today we were given surprise test, i thot i wud fail again b4 the papers were given out. den when i started the qns i found out tt some of the qns were abt stuff i learnt during comp training. the test wasnt tt bad after all. next was footdrill. ya everything was okay, although i still get some drills mixed up here n there, we learnt new drills and stuff. but hentas can kill. me n my squadmates legs were so tired after tt henta part, . which lasted 4 quite a while. i lik marching, but i dun lik (n i doubt my squadmates lik tt 2) to stay in a position n lift up the legs 2 90 degrees wif toes pointed down and go on up and down 4 more than 10 over times of counts of 'left, left, left right left', which means 5 movements. without stopping, and stil haf to folo those golden rules 2. well, so today's training was considered a betta den expected. of coz, i expected the worst. well, except 4 the situps n hentas, today i had a great routine training. so sj has its own good points after all. lik pt, it makes u healthier n stronger n u can also slim down 2. 4 (or 6) years in sj is goin 2 last very meaningfully, although there wun b dances 4 me 2 learn or any instruments, im goin 2 learn lots more. thinking on the bright side is sure gonna b better den bein a pessimist.
Finally, all my results r given back. phew, no failures, even 4 my weakest subject history. i shud b happy, but now tt i'v passed it, i'd want 2 get somewhat higher marks, juz lik my frenz around me. peer pressure lol. but i'll juz work harder 4 sec 2. no use crying over spilt milk, tts wut i tell people all the time, now it's time 2 tell myself. maybe im more to the language sort of person, humanities is really not my forte. neither is maths nor science. but i realli need 2 buck up on these 2, after all they are considered rather impt 2. so, i spent this whole half day in sch goin thru science papern hist paper, slacking n idling in class wif a want-to-sleep-but-cannot-sleep feeling, which means dying of boredom. people are playing card games lik uno n stuff, ya but my frenz lik dawn n xh n geok fen n sharon r lik all reading comics in a corner, and since i wanna haf a lil peace n dun wanna b by myself, i went to sit wif them. i also had a comic book (april lent it 2 me) but i didnt noe how to read the words, they r nt the simplified version. after taking quite some time to try to figure out what r the words but to no avail, i decided to juz lay my head on the table n close my eyes, while they are around me still so absorbed in their comics. sigh i think i'd better learn my not-simplified version of chinese, or else i can 4get abt reading chinese comics le. well anyway, school time was totally wasted, i'd rather go home n sleep instead of idling in the classroom wif nth betta to do 4 2++hrs.
tomoro's sj again. i think im back to square 1, wif my stamina as lousy as b4 i joined sj? i seriously hope not, or else i'd nt b able 2 survive my pt tml. heard tt it's even tougher n longer. sigh my parents r always nagging abt me nt gettin enuff slp on saturdays becoz of sj. really, i'd prefer it 2 b on a fri, after all now it's diz 5-day work week thingy, how cum sj dun haf, tt i realli dun understand. basically i nv get myself 2 understand alotta things. well, i noe my parents r concerned, but after all these "defending" of sj, im pretty tired myself. i used 2 think of sj as a very fun cca, during orientation time, where u can learn alot of new things. but now, what i can see of sj is juz pt and 1st aid. i dunno whether i'd made the right choice by not strongly appealing in the 1st place 2 get in CO. after the 1st appeal sorta failed, i decided 2 giv up n juz accept my fate n cont in SJ. but i had some bkgd in erhu, so maybe if i appealed again, i cud haf gotten in, lik my fren. or i shud haf chosen eds in the 1st place, instead of choir. not tt i think the other ccas r much more easier and less tiring, but i feel tt i'd prefer playing music in the orchestra or learning dance in eds. tts wut i really love, really really love. i've always found fun in performing, although i still haf stage frights here n there. since pri sch, in CO, i always loved the times when i cud perform wut i haf learnt to other ppl, it's lik such an achievement to me, although i hafta admit im realli nt tt good. there was a time me n my fellow orchestra mates went to genting n take part in a competition in p6 (or p5), n i really had fun. sigh, i dunno whether i shud even be writing all these, but i sincerely hope i didnt offend my cca or the other ccas or anything. what m i saying? lol i myself also dunno. i juz wish my parents can let me attend music or dancing classes now? haha, wut else can i do.
Today is a tuesday... third lang day... n i forgot all abt it until joanne called me @ 10+am... n i thot it was compulsory in the end i rushed lik siao budden go there is only watch a movie... whoa the centre's real quiet not many people were there compared to normal lessons... but there's stil enuff jap students to at least fill up half of the auditorium of moelc.. well anyway they filmed the japanese movie "Crying For Love in Centre of the World", and the plot really made me go ??? in the 1st place but in the end i finally got the whole story, and it's a very beautiful and pure love story... the guy (sakutaro) and the girl (aki) used casettes to communicate wif each other... n after tt the girl had lukaemia... so she died... and then this was lik memories of years ago so the guy is actually recalling the beautiful memories... basically the whole show is saku recalling memories by listening to the casettes... long story if interested can read the book reviews on the internet.. and there's this part at the end when the guy scattered the girl's ashes all over ululu (or ayers rock)in australia.. whoa it was the most beautiful scene... so i didnt regret making my trip all the way from pasir ris to bishan after all... i mean the movie was nice wut haha... okay, gotta go now. ciao.
Today is another boring day @ home... ytd i spent my whole sunday @ home 2, coz my bro had diz fever... i really feel lik it was a waste of sundays... i was really planning 2 go tampines mall n shop ytd.. but my parents objected.. so.. sigh. n today, i was really planning 2 haf a half day in peace, coz my bro has sch today. but it juz happened tt the fever of his came back, and he has to stay @ home. great. just great. last time it happened 2. when i m lucky enuff 2 haf a day off by the sch, there's diz brother of mine hu juz coincidentally gt sick n was there 2 pester me. so today, i was waken up early in the morning 9am by all this fussing of my bro n my mum, who gt a half day off becoz of him. normally i wake up @ 11am on days lik these.. i sometimes juz wonder if i m really tt plain unlucky, or else how can i explain these coincidences? anyway i juz dont lik the accompanying of my brother @ home. im the type hu likes peace n quiet, and my brother is exactly the opposite. i was woken up today partially becoz of the fact tt my bro switched on the tv wif some kids central show tt was so loud i could nt continue sleeping n den i was driven crazy by all those fussing made by my mum n bro. after all, it was juz a fever, he could still go 2 sch since he haf holidays 4 the next 4 days 2 rest. (tts rite, and i haf 2 more days 2 rest, which means if i dun go out im gonna die of boredom or get driven crazy by my bro) my frenz haf fever n dey go 2 sch lik any norm day,and here my brother was making such a fuss juz becoz he got a fever, n he stil wanted to eat wan ton mee. it's very unrealistic 2 me, sometimes i haf fevers n i dun wan my parents to noe so i nv tell my parents n i go 2 sch coughing n sneezing lik siao but dey dun notice anything diff abt me. haha maybe im bein paranoid, but what if every precious holiday tt sec sch gives but nt pri sch is bein ruined by my bro coz 4 some reason he can stay @ home instead of bein in sch? i dunno, but i certainly dun want tt 2 happen.
Finally.. the last exam is over.. im free now. but i dun really feel as free coz i didnt get 2 finish my home econs paper... half an hour 6 pages i dun understand y people can finish so quickly and stil gt time 2 laze around... i think i've lik 10 qns left? approx 1o qns.. rounded up... until now i stil blame myself 4 not focusing on the chapters on vitamins.. tested on dem wif lik so many marks n i didnt noe how 2 ans... anyway wuts over is over i cant do anything even if i fail.. next time muz work harder, much much harder... well i really shud b slacking.. n i am slacking.. aiya i oso dunno wut im tokin abt la.. anyway even though i m slacking i stil dun feel so happy.. but after a good nite's sleep tml i shud b okay le la.. well anyway after exams i had a great time wif the people hu celebrated my b'day wif me n amy - jess, steph, yujia, tricia, joanne and also dawn... trisha has the most credit she let us people use her hse.. okay 1st we went 2 tm mac 2 eat breakfast.. den wanted 2 take neoprint but need 2 wait 4 da shop 2 open but in the end we didnt take neo coz we waited 2 long n tricia had booked diz multi-purpose court until 12pm n it's already 10.50am le.. so we left 4 her hse... den go play badminton n captain's ball.. with amy as the best goalie and jess da best defender? haha den we watched the movie mean girls den eat a kfc lunch.. n im supposed 2 b on a diet den i eat so much fast food in a day... sigh i really muz cut down my fast-food intake... actually i havent eaten fastfood quite some time le lol... anyway after lunch we had cake and da people had so many presents 4 us... n i really didnt expect presents n cake i only thot of juz plain slacking @ tricia's hse...wow i was really surprised when they gave me diz beautiful toy flower (dunno wut it is called) n an adorable hippo puppet 2 me n a toy rose n a monkey puppet 2 amy.. tt we saw earlier when we were in tm... i totally loved the monkey's dumb look.. it looked so cute, but i liked my hippo as well haha... and also nt 2 4get amy's and joanne's presents.. n also a money plant from tricia.. n also a box of chocolates haha... n the cake, i think it's real ex coz the cream is nice... but a bit 2 creamy 4 me... i ate so much fattening food in a day lol... yup den we went 2 watch bring it on again, which halfway thru we changed 2 bring it on... den i had 2 leave le coz it's already 5pm which means i stayed out 4 alotta hrs le... well, anyway i sure had a memorable b'day diz yr wif all my new toys n frenz... diz is da 1st time i had so many toys 4 presents lol... anyway thnx people for giving me such a marvellous b'day celebration... or rather, belated? haha but anyway i love all my presents n all of ya! =)
Okay, another day's gone by juz liddat. havent blog 4 quite some time now... the last few days were rather slack, go school to take exam, after tt come home, den slack a while.. but stil need 2 study la. the exams... so far i find maths the hardest. nt enuff time 2 finish bklet A, dunno howto do bklet B. finally there's an exam harder den history. at least, i've always thot history was da moz diff subject? but it's nt tt bad after all. 2 some people, it's even easy... den wut came next was hmt compo writing.. tt 1 was easy.. but maybe i wrote 'off' the topic? i dont noe.. i'll juz hafta wait 4 da results.. den monday, which is juz 2 days ago, it was literature. cannot say easy nor hard. althoutitgh i hafta say poem is really hard. i glanced @ da title and da 1st stanza n my mind went '???'.. it was abt a machine, tts da only thing i noe.. guess i wun score @ da poem section.. but the lottery n clay marble qns were okay. at least i managed 2 write lik 1 pg? den ytd... it was da maths paper. the very-confusing-and-not-enuff-time-to-do paper. im gonna die @ da algebra qns. although i noe hw everything goes abt n finished da qns, i cant help havin a few careless mistakes here n there. plus maybe my methods are lik wrong? n i didnt get 2 ans 2 qns becoz of lack of time.. which means 7 marks gone. i mean, 7 MARKS! it's really alotta marks.. n im even gonna lose more in the other sections... diz time i'll be very happy to even get a pass 4 maths, juz let me pass. n history 2, i dun haf much confidence in it, i'll juz aim 4 a pass 4 now. my literature.. i sure hope i get higher den my hist n maths? haha.. den the most recent 1.. which is today's science exam.. although i didnt noe how 2 ans some qns, i managed 2 write sth 4 every qns.. stil a bit confused abt calculating pressure n wut moment of force thingy. i sure need some science tuition! add in maths and hist 2... okay i've finished complaining abt exams. now i shall tok abt the 9pm show on Channel 8 from mon 2 fri. "A Promise For Tomorrow" is the show. tt sec sch guy fang lin is so shuai! haha any1 noes his real name? i even bought i-weekly hoping to find out his name in the tv synopses... but he wasnt a lead, so no name... sigh i wasted my $$ buying tt mag... fang lin n wei an is lik so compatible... haha but until now there arent any sparks yet.. stil hafta wait 4 a few more episodes... hmm maybe i shall record the show and later slowly view thru the ending part n c wut's his name. ya, tt's wut i'll do... but i'll hafta wait till later lol.. now's examinations... muz study hard... i wanted 2 fa fen tu qiang but nowadays im feelin rather unenthu... den dun feel lik studying... but i keep tellin myself, 2 more days 2 go, 2 more days 2 go. juz chinese n home econs, and it's all over. n i cant wait 4 tt day! n it's juz diz friday. i think im gonna go crazy on friday, coz i've finally found freedom... well, guess i'd betta study my chinese now. byebye.
Hi people im updating my blog now.. 4 da sake of updating haha... anyway exams coming le... everybody jiayou... me also haha.. im gonna fa fen tu qiang muz pass my history exam... sian ar tomoro my b'day stil hafta study study study... but stil celebrating lol... den today cut my hair until so short but stil hafta tie coz touch shoulder le.. i think i'll look lik a monster... anyway i gotta go study le byebye!
