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WARNING: B4 u read diz blog, do make sure u're lik realli free or sth, coz im gonna start my whole lot of crap. haha.. lotsa stuff happened 2day, i realli feel tt i muz voice it out... so here goes! Today is a sad day. Lotsa crying... sigh. 2day is sec 1 comp... ya n we std1 sierra people r realli emotional 2dae.. 1st eve cried b4 da comp... coz 2 nervous le n den sze ying got infected by her n started crying 2. after tt it was me, coz i was realli disappointed wif myself n my realli bad CPR. after tt it was xiuhan, she sorta cry awhile coz infected by the 3 of us (we keep crying now n then), but nt lik the 3 of us hu reali cried terribly... last but not least, it was tzuhsiang.. guess she thinks tt she pulled us down becoz of a few minor flaws during footdrill... plus abit of infection frm da 3 of us 2. so in the end it was left wif kaiwen n gwen hu didnt cry. lol. i didnt want 2 cry, but i realli cannot help it when i thot of how bad was my CPR. ok.. tt was da general stuff... diz is how da story goes abt... B4 da comp... somehow eve suddenly, n i mean suddenly, gt very nervous n burst into tears... guess she was 2 stressed up... ya so while we were trying 2 cheer her up, sze ying gt infected halfway n started crying 2... ok.. i'll skip some in-betweens n go on wif da main topic... ok so 1st, we had footdrill. we were the 1st team out of the 6 teams 2 do footdrill. i was realli nervous during tt time. legs keep trembling, but nt exactly tt serious larx. stil can do the footdrills quite sucessfully althou i cant quite balance during keblakan puseng. ya, i was rather happy wif da footdrill 'coz i liked our bang... guess diz time was a time when everybody realli put in lotsa lotsa effort.. (im nt saying we didnt put in effort during comp trains) but there were a few flaws during the "kekenan puseng" on da march part. diz was where tzuhsiang went rong. but she managed 2 switch very fast, which i was very impressed abt. if it were me, i wud b lik sticking out my tongue w/o helpin it.. it's natural when i make any mistake i do tt... ya but i find the overall footdrill very nice... the std3s were there n dey were lik so happy, which made me happy 2.. ya n the mam said it was not bad... esp our bangs... ya so we thot diz section'll pull us up if we were 2 do badly in our 1st aid cases... which didnt... ok, now 1st aid case no1. n i m in 1st aid case no1. i spent the whole nite yesterday revising diagnosis n symptoms 4 da whole nite till 12am++... den left some stuff suddenly 4got how 2 do... hence after we gt back frm footdrill, we started revising our 1st aid realli enthusiastically... i was doin diagnosis wif eve.. she's my casualty... ok, so all went rather well durin the revision, n i thot i m well-prepared le. so not long after, we hafta go 4 da case le. wahh. when i went into da room my mind went ablank. saw diz casualty lying on da ground wif a passerby next 2 me. i was supposed 2 attend 2 casualty, but in the end ended up doin crowd control 'coz the passerby was tokin alotta crap n nobody went 2 pull her away. den after tt i was called 2 fall out, and the sirs asked me some qns abt cardiac arrest. phew luckily i rememebered tt part when i was goin thru my notes. the notes said no pulse n no breathing. when i said tt, dey said there were some more. but i realli had no recollection abt reading up any more symptoms.. so i cudnt ans. after tt dey asked me wut causes cardiac arrest. n i remembered heart attack only. n dey said there were some more! so of coz, i cannot ans again.. ya so i was lik staring blankly @ da sirs. ok, the sirs didnt do anything lik tell me da "answer" or sth, n den dey asked me 2 do cpr. great. cpr. n its not part of the main case.. it's lik quite some distance away frm the main case where the dummy was placed, but stil in da same classroom... as i was saying infront, i onli learnt diagnosis n symptoms, coz std3s say no3 dunnit 2 do cpr, so i didnt bother 2 revise my cpr notes.. onli concentrate on the diagnosis stuff... n it's nt lik as if my cpr was good in da 1st place. i was totally caught unawares. den i guess i made a whole klutz of the process. n ppl are watching! it's realli embarrassing... there was 1 part when i guessed i did sth rong, coz da sir ask me wut do i do if there is no breathing. what did i do? i shouted "numbers, no breathing!" and tt is so rong. i mean, it's an extra case, completely unrelated from the main case.. so i didnt hafta do tt @ all. but it juz came 2 my mind, coz during comp trains onli no2s do cpr, n i roughly remembered tt if no breathing muz shout out. so i didnt think 2 much den i shouted out.. n da sirs started laughing... ok diz was nt the worst.. after tt i 4got my cpr procedures so i spent quite some time thinking b4 i made every move. after all, once bitten, twice shy.. dun dare 2 b 2 rash le. so in the end i took quite some time 2 do my cpr, and it's lik when i was lik doin da compressions, people in bkgd lik the sirs and da sec4 seniors frm sierra (dey were there 2) started laughin.. so naturally i thot i did sth rong again n i turned back halfway doin compressions 2 lik erm.. stare @ dem blankly.. wif diz trying-2-find-out-whether-i've-done-anything-rong expression on my face.. den junbin showed diz ok signal or sth 2 me... so i continued wif wut i thot i shud do... den it's like after i finally managed 2 finish my cpr, n cud cum back 2 main case le... the case was lik goin 2 finish le.. so is lik i didnt stay there 4 even 1min den mam said case cut go n pack up le... i realli realli regretted nt revising my cpr notes... i shud've done lik more den diagnosis n symptoms... i wasnt flexible enuff... all i thot abt was 2 get all my symptoms n diagnosis n do nots memorised.. i didnt even care 2 hoots bout cpr coz.. it's lik no2's job... maybe im juz 2.. haiz. so when the mam was evaluating the case, i was lik close 2 tears le.. but i noe i cudnt cry.. coz later stil hafta march out n stuff... so i held back my tears den once i reached da classroom i burst out crying.. i realli cudnt help it i juz felt so bad tt i cudnt do my part well... lik i've let sierra down... n it's lik 2 other houses' people plus seniors were in da classroom 2 but i didnt care abt wut embarrassment @ tt time... ya n it was den when i cud realli feel team (or hse) spirit... people were trying all ways 2 cheer me up... show me funny drawings, tellin me funny stuff... den i was lik laughing den tears were stil streaming out from my eyes.. after tt when i cooled down i suddenly became very touched by my teammates n wut dey haf done 2 help cheer me up n tears started streamin again.. but nt tt serious diz time... lik once in awhile rub away tears... ok so after a while when i was alrite le den i started writin in my journal lik some... n tt helped.. den after awhile we had 2 go 4 2nd case le so i had 2 stop writing n watch the other team do their case. ok, the 2nd case was nt bad.. but a few mistakes here n there... while watchin dem do i suddenly got aggravated again den feel lik crying... but managed 2 blink my tears awae... den after tt it was eve's turn 2 cry.. again... den of coz.. i havent gt rid of my sadness n sorta cried along wif her... sze ying 2... ya den people started cheering da 3 of us up... haha poor sisheng he was the onli std3 senior there n is lik he hafta watch us gals cry... ok ya... so after tt when mam yuchen came n taught us how 2 get prize tt time.. somehow 4 of us.. me, eve, xiuhan n szeying started crying all over again... poor eve she was cryin the moz terribly de... ya den after tt it was da prize-giving ceremony. n we got 5th. the std 3s n all of us were plannin 2 get into 1st 3 places... ok.. so the cryin btw the 3 of us started again... den stil hafta smile 4 da cam durin some phototaking... guess diz was da 1st time i found it was so difficult 2 smile.. but i managed 2 force a slight smile on my face.. guess my pic aint gonna look good diz time lolz... ya n den while the std 3s, 2s n 4s were trying 2 cheer da 3 of us up... yanwen cried abit... ya but after crying 4 quite awhile.. i gt tired of crying le so i stopped crying... den it's lik i cheered up n started thinkin on da brite side again... as my title saez, we didnt lose, we juz didnt win... haha next time will surely work harder de.. cannot let our dear seniors get disappointed wif us again... although there wun b a treat diz time... (n i was lookin 4ward 2 da treat so much lolz) but we'll stil jiayou de... n juz wanna sae a big thank you 2 all da people hu tried 2 cheer me up.. lik all my squad mates n seniors... most of da time i was smiling while crying coz it's tears of touched-ness... a big big thankew 2 all of u ppl... n a little note 4 sierra's dear no1 aka eve - u realli did a great job, serious, dont blame urself... u haf already done sierra very proud... ya.. n smile kae? i believe next time we'll do betta de... =) ok, hope u r stil dere after reading so much crap.. ending speech le... haha diz dae is realli a memorable dae... n a sad 1 2, coz there's lots of rain... (da opp of "it's a happy dae coz there is lotsa sun".. by rebekah) n lotsa tears... but guess it realli bonded us emotional sierra people 2gether. 2dae is sure an un4gettable dae.
ahh quite some time nv blog le.. very busy... so much things haf happened since da last time i blogged... nat day has juz passed.. so im juz gonna sae a belated happy b'dae 2 singapore... didnt realli watch the whole parade coz need 2 do finish my hw... but the repeat will do haha... nowadaez so busy... coz gt alotta comp trains... so is lik everydae hafta stay in sch or go 3rd lang till lik 6+ den.. but even though it's tiring it's fun... comp trains r fun n jap is fun 2... but cant help gettin sleepy... onli 6 days frm da real comp le.. wahh n i stil havent memorise finish da 'do nots' n the wut shock n fracture diagnosis... dunno whether no3 realli need 2 learn diz kinda diagnosis but it's betta 2 b safe den sorry... oh ya n there's cpr 2.. gt my procedures done.. but juz hafta brush up on it more... hmm need 2 jia you le.. cannot let sierra down... so these daez i can only read my 1st aid manual... lolx... 2dae manage 2 get a realli gd slp coz no need 2 wake up early 4 sj... it's so shiok 2 b able 2 slp until as late as 11.30am haha... wanted 2 wake up even later but the sun 2 bright le cant help wakin up haha... n i did draw the curtains... fri training wasnt as terrible as last wk's... but it's stil terrible... duck walk made our legs realli hurt... but it wasnt as bad as commando's crawl... although we did quite alotta pumpings, it's nt as tiring as holdin on wif the pumping position... ya so fri's trainin was actually nt bad lolx... ya and now i'll tok abt jue dui superstar.. derrick a.k.a ke ai wang zi gt out le... haiz... 4got 2 vote 4 him on wed nite... so depressed i nv do my part as a fan lol... now it's onli left wif junyang n weilian le.. think i'll vote 4 junyang... junyang's shuai and derrick's cute... but i stil prefer cute guys instead of shuai ges haha... derrick'll stil remain in my heart as da ke ai wang zi... i wonder y he didnt get in... he's gt so many fans lor... surely get alotta votes 1 wut.. or isit becoz tt his singin wasnt tt gd and the marks da judges gave affected da results? dunno lar.. but actually i suspect a conspiracy backstage... hmm... is diz thing corrupted? haha juz jokin lar i believe diz thing is fair lar... maybe weilian n junyang juz happen 2 haf more supporters... haiz... nvm no use cryin ova spilt milk.. diz wed gonna support junyang.. think he'll b the superstar... and diz thurs supporting 4 kelly... glad tt she's cum such a long way.. she has been my fave frm the start of diz thing... oh ya n after a long long search i finally found the cartoon version of derrick... the 1 tt many fans were holdin 2 support him.. wonder hu made tt cartoon it's real cute! eyes big big de... ya but i guess derrick's destined 2 b out bah... coz his singing wasnt tt gd last wed.. but the revival 1 was really very gd... guess he really wanted 2 make use of his last chance.. so he totally put in all his heart 2 sing da song... but i believe derrick will 'chong chu jiang hu' de... maybe there's diz "jue dui superstar 2" and he shall compete again... ok needa revise 1st aid + do hw le... last sentence... derrick jia you! u're stil the ke ai wang zi in me n alot of other fans' hearts! =)
heyheyz.. i dun haf much 2 sae 2dae... rather boring dae... n summore it was raining.. during lit class i almoz wanna sleep le... so cooling weather... plus it's dark (teacher switched off the lights coz showing transparency)... den me n joanne invented sth 2 keep us awake... peer tickling.. actually not exactly the real tickling.. juz sth lik scratch.. i wud scream out loud if im realli tickled haha... but @ least we had sth 2 do wif our hands... yeah so tt kept the two of us awake 4 quite a while... jap didnt go any betta... my eyes were 3-quarters closed in da 1st half of the lesson.. den 2nd half was a bit betta coz i ate curry noodles during breaktime... haha... ya den now doin art now... or else tml do i'll fail 1... but now gt much more energy 2 draw betta so mite s well.. n after all nt much hw... phew! ok.. i'll cont wif my art now.. ciao...
