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I thought I'd have gotten over POP blues.
Now I'm crying (tearing maybe) again, in front of my computer as I'm typing this. Just read a couple more letters I received from my squadmates. I wrote them a letter too, yesterday, something I would never have done the last time. I guess I've changed, to become a more outspoken and reflective me. Like I was saying in my e-mail, this feels like depression, although I don't know what it exactly feels like.
I tried not to cry yesterday by scanning through letters, I thought I was okay today. Well, I woke up and did some work. Guess that was just a way to make me forget about POP (I sound like I just broke up with a boyfriend, omg!) , to hide myself from my sorrow. But reading some of the new e-mails which I'd attempted to scan through again reminded me of some stuff. Sometimes we realise how precious are some things only when we lose them huh?
We're not there anymore.
Just like how Msm Xin Ying said before NA must win Zone comp 'cos if we don't, our AA and the other teams won't have us to fight together with them for Nat comp.
No more Std 4s'08 to fall in during first parade.
Oh gee, why are all the mails so emotional? I don't know why am I so sad, seriously. I had no regrets about joining SJ, nor do I have any regrets about leaving SJ, 'cos I know I did my best for the last squad I took, the Std 1s. I'm glad SJ happened to me.
I'm going to Downtown East to meet Elizabeth to do Maths homework now. I'd better concentrate and not make it a wasted trip! Sigh. Perhaps her quirkyness and silly actions could cheer me up. I hope?
-- 我不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。--
BUT I REALLY MISS ST JOHN. I REALLY MISS THE TIMES I HAD TOGETHER WITH MY SQUADMATES AND INSTRUCTORS. I feel lovesick. :/
