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Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
I'm gonna miss Mars vs Venus on channel 8 for 10 whole days! Well it's not exactly my favourite show, but I like it's song "Would you be there" which I can't seem to find anywhere on the net 'cause it was written and sung by some mediacorp guy.
Leaving for UK tomorrow. I'm really looking forward to it, but somehow I feel abit uneasy 'cause it's the first time I've travelled so far by myself. I'm worried that I may be careless and lose my valuables. I'm worried I'm going to be pickpocketed by some random guy on the streets of paris. Most importantly, I'm worried that I spend too much on the gifts for my friends and relatives that I've no money left for myself!
I've promised alot of people presents. Lizard says she ain't gonna buy anything for anybody except for herself lol. At least she doesn't have to worry abt forgetting to get someone's present. I'd to make up a list so that I can remember!
Well.. gotta go pack now. Byebye!
I went for the health scan today! Yay i'm in the yellow region! It means i have more antioxidants than average people in dhs. I eat healthy! :)
Oh well. Holiday's coming and i have so much homework to pass up by friday. There's routine training on friday! Oh no.. i'm supposed to go home early and do some last min shopping for some necessities I need for my trip and pack my luggage too! >.<
Two more days before UK trip. Gee i'm excited! I've already done up a list of people whom i'd promised to buy things for haha.
I've just gotten into trouble. I don't know whether I should be writing this here but I can't stand it anymore. Maybe people don't even come to read my blog anyway.
But i don't feel the same way as what my teammates feel. I feel really bad. I cared. I felt horrible that whole Saturday. I couldn't do anything peacefully at all. My heart jumped out of my mouth every time I receive all those calls and smses. I didn't know what to do. I felt even worse when I found out that my squadmates had to be involved in this saga too. I knew that it was wrong. But i didn't do anything. I chose loyalty over righteousness. So there.
I agree with what yi'an said today, just like xunlin. I feel that it is only right to follow the rules and go thorugh the routine since i'm in a uniform group. I dont mind "sacrificing" myself for my squadmates. In fact, I don't find it a sacrifice at all. Although I seriously don't contribute alot, but I help whenever I can or needed. I'm not quitting sj. I don't mind sj. Whatever was said today didn't represent the whole team. We each have our own feelings or mindsets about this matter. For me, I know I did something wrong and I should face any punishments.
What's happened has already happened. I can't do anything now but accept the consequences with my team and squad. Which I feel really evil about 'cause my squad has to be implicated. And I didn't think of that at all. Although they say they don't mind, it's just not right. It wasn't their fault.
Everyone, I'm sorry.
Helloo!
Hehex today's routine training was really tiring! Ran alot and did alot of physical stuff. We had a surprise activation. It was really unexpected! >.< Ooh and i'm burnt again! I think i really should just apply sunblock before every training. Lol, but i'm too lazy to do so! My skin's gonna be in a horrible state for the next few days! :(
Our squad had a good long talk today. Omg 4 hours! Sleepy^^ Ooh and they announced our posts today. I didnt get a post though, but i think it's okay. I think it must be really stressful to have a post, so i'd try to support my squadmates as much as i can ba. Yi'an's our dear chair! :) I'm in SMC2! Lol. And i was also told that i'm going to be a yellow sash person with hosimin in the contigent for pop. I dont know what it's called, but it sounds interesting! Haha.
Level camp's next tuesday! Yay we can go malaysia to shop and eat! :p Lol i like cultural camps. :) I've already thought of a list of things to scout for at the shopping mall! Next week shall be a fun fun week!
Ooh I think that's abt all ba. I shall end my post here. Byebye!
