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I m now blank blank blank. i dunno wut to think, i dunno wut to do, except to juz write all tis feelings in blogger. everything's over in juz 5 sec. i really wish i cud turn back time n redo everything all over again. i juz wanna haf auditions everyday to try and try and try until i finally succeed, but too bad. there wun be so many competitions lik tis 4 @ least a yr. one out of ten gets in. ONE out of ten. too bad i wasnt lucky enuff to be the one. i was part of the nine. the 'one's are most likely ppl whu haf professional singin lessons or ppl who haf real talents. nt those ppl who juz sing becos they lik to sing, and dream bubbles or clouds in the air, thinkin they can be the next junyang or kelly without anything. juz tt dream. haha reality really burst my dream bubble. but i cant help thinkin what'd happen if i do get in, b4 i tried of coz. but now, i dun dare dream anymore. wut i feel lik now is to juz hug somebody and cry. the problem is there aint any appropriate person 4 me to hug, not even my parents. my parents are lik scoldin me sayin tt i shudnt haf even joined tis competition coz i dun haf any singin lessons and stuff. but they also wun let me go 4 singing lessons. it's tis ironic... haha i also dunno y la... but tis is nt goin to stop me from joining another competition... but nt singing i guess. maybe acting. but now i juz feel so cheated. they keep showin the advertisements so many times to urge us students wif dreams to join... and then we silly students go queue up 4 so many long long hrs and all we get is juz 5 secs. they cud @ least haf given us time to sing a chorus. i mean becoz of tis competition ppl haf been lik practising and practising and missing sleep becoz of nervousness... i noe it's hard 4 the judges la.. but they cud always drag the auditions 4 a few more days. really, they'd already haf realised their dreams. and now they are bursting ppl's dreams. maybe they do haf real talents, but they really cud've given people more time. i sang only 1 and a half lines. xunlin sang half a line. how cruel can they be. most ppl get a 'tehh..' of coz.. then a few handfuls of ppl gt a 'ting ting ting'... okay im now brought back 2 the cruel reality. but i need a few days to cool down. since im already lik goin to japan in 2 days' time so okay la.. maybe i'll make my parents spend $ 4 my shopping spree. hee. but i will be back. i wun giv up juz lik tt. i shall start dreaming again.
