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Finally, all my results r given back. phew, no failures, even 4 my weakest subject history. i shud b happy, but now tt i'v passed it, i'd want 2 get somewhat higher marks, juz lik my frenz around me. peer pressure lol. but i'll juz work harder 4 sec 2. no use crying over spilt milk, tts wut i tell people all the time, now it's time 2 tell myself. maybe im more to the language sort of person, humanities is really not my forte. neither is maths nor science. but i realli need 2 buck up on these 2, after all they are considered rather impt 2. so, i spent this whole half day in sch goin thru science papern hist paper, slacking n idling in class wif a want-to-sleep-but-cannot-sleep feeling, which means dying of boredom. people are playing card games lik uno n stuff, ya but my frenz lik dawn n xh n geok fen n sharon r lik all reading comics in a corner, and since i wanna haf a lil peace n dun wanna b by myself, i went to sit wif them. i also had a comic book (april lent it 2 me) but i didnt noe how to read the words, they r nt the simplified version. after taking quite some time to try to figure out what r the words but to no avail, i decided to juz lay my head on the table n close my eyes, while they are around me still so absorbed in their comics. sigh i think i'd better learn my not-simplified version of chinese, or else i can 4get abt reading chinese comics le. well anyway, school time was totally wasted, i'd rather go home n sleep instead of idling in the classroom wif nth betta to do 4 2++hrs.
tomoro's sj again. i think im back to square 1, wif my stamina as lousy as b4 i joined sj? i seriously hope not, or else i'd nt b able 2 survive my pt tml. heard tt it's even tougher n longer. sigh my parents r always nagging abt me nt gettin enuff slp on saturdays becoz of sj. really, i'd prefer it 2 b on a fri, after all now it's diz 5-day work week thingy, how cum sj dun haf, tt i realli dun understand. basically i nv get myself 2 understand alotta things. well, i noe my parents r concerned, but after all these "defending" of sj, im pretty tired myself. i used 2 think of sj as a very fun cca, during orientation time, where u can learn alot of new things. but now, what i can see of sj is juz pt and 1st aid. i dunno whether i'd made the right choice by not strongly appealing in the 1st place 2 get in CO. after the 1st appeal sorta failed, i decided 2 giv up n juz accept my fate n cont in SJ. but i had some bkgd in erhu, so maybe if i appealed again, i cud haf gotten in, lik my fren. or i shud haf chosen eds in the 1st place, instead of choir. not tt i think the other ccas r much more easier and less tiring, but i feel tt i'd prefer playing music in the orchestra or learning dance in eds. tts wut i really love, really really love. i've always found fun in performing, although i still haf stage frights here n there. since pri sch, in CO, i always loved the times when i cud perform wut i haf learnt to other ppl, it's lik such an achievement to me, although i hafta admit im realli nt tt good. there was a time me n my fellow orchestra mates went to genting n take part in a competition in p6 (or p5), n i really had fun. sigh, i dunno whether i shud even be writing all these, but i sincerely hope i didnt offend my cca or the other ccas or anything. what m i saying? lol i myself also dunno. i juz wish my parents can let me attend music or dancing classes now? haha, wut else can i do.
