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Okay, so dawn really coded from my blog. i dun think im very honoured 2 b coded by her lol... i haf diz sudden urge to delete tt section due to guiltiness (is there such a word?) although i dunno y i feel tt way from my previous blog entry, but mite as well. since it's already there, and some ppl mite haf seen it, i cant do anything now. whoa dawn made me seem lik a person hu really really dislike sj, i juz dont really really really love it tts all =)... so i may stil lik or love or really love sj, i juz dun really really really love it. well, so today wasnt tt bad after all. it was until 1pm, and i'd thot training would end @ lik 5pm. ha, serves me right 4 not reading tt ro, in the end i had to ask around and ppl say it would end tt late. so, of coz it was much more betta den i thot, after all it ended much more earlier then i thot haha. but seriously, training wasnt really tt bad la. pt was okay, i survived pt after all. so my stamina didnt really go back to square one. phew. okay, i usually survived pt haha, or else i wudnt even be here now lol. but today std 3s let us play poison ball.. haha tts so nice of them... but the pt was rather tiring, although not as bad as i thot. i really thot it was really tt bad, so ytd i totally dreaded the pt today. today we did situps. situps are my weaknesses, i had a hard time trying to "sit up". and it's nt the problem tt we hafta do it ourselves, even if i do wif my partner yijie i also cannot cum up. bad stomach muscles i think, not strong enuff to pull myself up. i finally did 2 "perfect" ones, when cpl grace pushed me up. so embarassing haiz. i failed diz section in my napfa test too. people sit up n down so easily, but 4 me i tried so hard but then stil cannot cum up. is there any way tt can help me 2 do a perfect situp? whoa becoz of squadmates lik me, they had to change the 30 situps halfway to crunches. tt time i really loved crunches man. next was 1st aid. today we were given surprise test, i thot i wud fail again b4 the papers were given out. den when i started the qns i found out tt some of the qns were abt stuff i learnt during comp training. the test wasnt tt bad after all. next was footdrill. ya everything was okay, although i still get some drills mixed up here n there, we learnt new drills and stuff. but hentas can kill. me n my squadmates legs were so tired after tt henta part, . which lasted 4 quite a while. i lik marching, but i dun lik (n i doubt my squadmates lik tt 2) to stay in a position n lift up the legs 2 90 degrees wif toes pointed down and go on up and down 4 more than 10 over times of counts of 'left, left, left right left', which means 5 movements. without stopping, and stil haf to folo those golden rules 2. well, so today's training was considered a betta den expected. of coz, i expected the worst. well, except 4 the situps n hentas, today i had a great routine training. so sj has its own good points after all. lik pt, it makes u healthier n stronger n u can also slim down 2. 4 (or 6) years in sj is goin 2 last very meaningfully, although there wun b dances 4 me 2 learn or any instruments, im goin 2 learn lots more. thinking on the bright side is sure gonna b better den bein a pessimist.
