`Elaine*

HAZEZZZ :(

2010-10-21T18:49:00.001+08:00

PSI 102 today :( We're practically living in smoke... I feel choked by the poisonous air. :x

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:)

2010-09-05T19:14:00.001+08:00

Happiness! :D

LOL I'm really attracted to the cute packaging hahaha. Pays off for one day of mugging! :)

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2010-08-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

I see your true colours, and they're really ugly.

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Life's simple pleasures

2010-08-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

Starbucks' maple granola raisin scone! :D

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Never knew I could feel that much;

2010-08-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

Haha update: I didn't go for my tests in the end, instead I came today morning to take my 2 cll tests and am now on my way home cos I still have mc. xD Cos the fever medicine kinda conked me out ytd I'd wouldn't have been able to do my tests in a clear state of mind...

Anyway sam just passed me notes and gifts from dance handover last friday. I think I really regretted not being able to make it last min, cos the dancers are great people. :) Both my peers and my juniors. Guess I kinda let my perfectionism rule over my head, which creates some sort of inferiority complex... Like I was never good enough. Which makes me uncomfortable. Which also makes me want to work harder. Lol but it's still a bad thing. xD

But, I never regretted joining dance. :)

It was something I'd wanted to try for so long, perhaps inspired by graceful/ cool moves of dancers whenever I watch performances haha. It has been tough, the two years in dance, and I prolly won't pursue it in the future, but it certainly has been a great experience. :)

Sometimes, it's only when things are lost, when you realise how much they actually mean to you.

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Fever :(

2010-08-11T10:44:00.001+08:00

I feel like a weak wandering soul and I still have to travel down to school later for my 2 cll tests... Woke up with a fever of 38.1 degrees, I have no idea how I caught it. xD Haven't been sick for quite a while already. I hope I have enough energy to think later!

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Day off!

2010-08-10T09:50:00.003+08:00

Lol I dreamt of sj! xD I dreamt that I was going for comp and had to memorise injuries and diagnosis all over again, and that I called this year's std4s std1s! Well they were still std1s when I took them when I was a std4... Time really flies huh!

When we were champions. :)

Heh. Was trying to get myself a new heartshape necklace to replace the nice simple one I bought in taiwan but its gems dropped off. :( It's really diff to find a basic heart pendant without any added design nowadays! I settled with the one in the pic, but the inside detail makes me feel that I can't wear it all the time too. It kinda reminds me of beauty and the beast lol!

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Happy birthday singapore!

2010-08-09T20:16:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Went to Changi Airport to study today. Lizzie couldn't make it last min but when I reached I spotted liling and wenyan so I studied with them! :) Super coincidental haha. And I met hanle at tampines on friday too! LOL But minitoons had national day sales 45% all items from 2.45pm-3.30pm and I went to buy toys hahaha! But they're all presents for ppl. :)

I hope mugger mode comes back soon ahh! Gotta finish history essay by 10pm tonight. xD

I want to sing, sing a song for Singapore. ♥

Just Walk Away.

2010-08-08T21:36:00.003+08:00

Celebrated nicole's birthday at Sizzler/Suntec with yijie and yujie today! National day baby haha. Happy birthday in advance! :D

Wanted to study at tampines starbucks, but it was full so I decided to walk around the malls haha. Bought these pair of shoes for myself today! :) I think the bow's very pretty hahaha.

Love my new camera+ app on iphone!

National Day Celebrations!

2010-08-06T21:32:00.001+08:00

Photo with Charles Stitch Wong, a guest performer! :) Loved his song, 'Breathe Again' haha.

Randoms :)

2010-08-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

Was studying at singpost coffeebean cos I had econs tuition. Sat outside for the first time today, never knew it was so comfy cos of the sunny-windy weather and the picturesque view! :)

Had astons' pasta salad for dinner today. :) Thank goodness I'm not allergic to this! Yummy.

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6 photos :)

2010-07-31T23:08:00.008+08:00

Was looking for 6 photos for graduation book and felt a huge sense of nostalgia. After days of searching I finally selected the photos!

1. Me and lizzie doing schoolwork at macs!

2. Simin and me: parade orderly for POP.

3. Audrey and me: ACT II!

4. Liling, shuwen and me: after danzage'10 :)

5. TAIWAN! :D

6. Spiritus'10 6c12 OGLs. :)

哭雨

2010-07-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

≪哭雨≫

孤单的夜晚回想过去
分手的那天下起了雨
只说了一句未曾爱过
这种感情是个错
不知不觉又失去自己
眼泪渗透着你的气息
拥抱着过去拥抱着你
但越是靠近就越想逃离
曾经我为爱伤了自己
只怪我太傻才轻易相信了你
绝不再为爱放纵自己
就算雨不再停
我也不会再想起你

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累

2010-07-22T17:03:00.001+08:00

为何今天的雨天让我如此失落。
活在回忆里的我，始终还在执着。

傻傻的爱上了一个不值得我爱的人。
最终，还是回到了原点。
其实，也没什么啦。
我们只是＂普通朋友＂。

好想和你说话，让这一切告一个段落。
但也许，我从来没有走进你的世界过。

＂不爱我，别再说；假装爱，那是撒盐在伤口。＂

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3^3 is not equal to 9

2010-07-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

Went to study at Esplanade library today, and met a lot of people! There was liyang and xingzi, then liyang and tianjun. xD Spent my whole afternoon doing maths... omg I don't know how I'm gonna survive maths paper on tuesday. At least I cleared quite a few concepts and made so many repeated blunders I'm determined not to commit them again! Like... "3 to the power of 3 is 9!!" (I exclaimed it real loudly in the library) and "45/5pi = 9pi" ._.

Heh, but on the whole it was quite productive la. At least I didn't have to leave attempted questions hanging without finding the correct answers. xD Thanks to the maths guru next to me. :)

Despicable me!

2010-07-10T22:56:00.003+08:00

Met Ben for the first time today. Had lots of fun, it felt like june hols proper! :) Shokudo, movie, yoghurt, flea market, taka food fest, royce. And I rmb one epic thing we did today, we kept trying to open a single toilet (for both genders) which had someone inside! xD Well we thought it was a toilet with many cubicles hahaha.

And, DESPICABLE ME was sooo cute haha! Love the minions! :D

兄妹

2010-07-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

對我好　對我好　好到無路可退　可是我也很想有個人陪
才不願把你得罪　於是那麼迂迴
一時進　一時退　保持安全範圍　這個陰謀讓我好慚愧
享受被愛滋味　卻不讓你想入非非

就讓我們虛偽　有感情別浪費　不能相愛的一對　親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽　我得到於事無補的安慰　你也得到模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲　這樣的關係你說多完美

眼看你　看著我　看得那麼曖昧　被愛愛人原來一樣可悲
為什麼竟然防備　別人給我獻媚
不能推　不能要　要了怕你誤會　讓我想起曾經愛過誰
我所要的他不給　好像小偷一樣卑微

就讓我們虛偽　有感情別浪費　不能相愛的一對　親愛像兩兄妹
愛讓我們虛偽　我得到於事無補的安慰　你也得到模仿愛上一個人的機會
殘忍也不失慈悲　這樣的關係你說多完美

怎样

2010-06-26T09:03:00.004+08:00

怎样

我这里天快要黑了那里呢
我这里天气凉凉的那里呢
我这里一切都变了我变得懂事了
我又开始写日记了而那你呢

我这里天快要亮了那里呢
我这里天气很炎热那里呢
我这里一切都变了我变得不哭了
我把照片都收起了而那你呢

如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮

我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错

还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅我怎么原谅

SOT :)

2010-06-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

The past few days were gp spammage. xD Had lunch with these SOT mateys today, and had a lot of fun chatting! But... I guess I won't be seeing them too soon after this alr aww.

Sighs. And I only have 2 more days to prep for first day of cts. :X

舊愛還是最美:)

2010-06-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

舊愛還是最美 — 蘇永康

半夜看 cable 的舊電影寂寞好深
像看自己從前　從前的幸福和愚蠢
電影裡主角回頭的淚痕　那淚痕
忽然好想舊情人的柔軟雙唇

人一輩子常常只有　只有一次緣份
錯過就再也遇不到那麼好的人
於是心裡不時飄浮暖暖那個吻
從此能付出的情愛也不完整

oh～不自禁找尋很像她的情人
但是沒有誰有像她的靈魂

舊愛還是最美　美的東西往往太早枯萎
後悔時的淚水　又特別讓人覺得無力疲憊
舊愛還是最美　有時分手不是誰負了誰
兩個對的人卻在錯的時候愛了一回

梦

2010-06-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

昨晚，我梦见了你。
是一场好梦。

但醒来了，也就以往常一样过生活。
不再渴望和你在一起。

但我不否认，偶尔能够梦见你，也挺好的。:)

领悟

2010-06-18T10:20:00.002+08:00

就算你的心真的为我而微微颤抖了一下，我也不在乎了。

觉得自己好像真的放下了，好轻松。

死心了。

再一次相遇，一定要让自己更坚定。

找回自己爱笑的眼睛

2010-06-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

发现一直以来都在追求已不属于我的东西。
不断地尝试，不断地让自己失望。

不应该再浪费时间想一个根本都不会把我放在眼里的人。
是我把爱情梦得太完美了。

一切，就随缘吧。

决定放弃，也许就能够找回那爱笑的眼睛。

CLEP camp'10 social night :)

2010-06-12T21:58:00.007+08:00

9 June ♥

Group photo!

陈老师 is still as motherly as everr. :D

Haven't seen this guy for ages!

Yingci! :)

说了再见，才发现再也见不到。。。

明知我愛你♥

2010-06-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

明知道我爱你，却不敢靠近你。
我假装不在意，却痛了自己。

Genting :D

2010-06-08T21:49:00.004+08:00

No more extravagant meals, bowling, archery, daily karaoke sessions and shopping for cheap souvenirs. xD And yayy bangjin won a seahorse plushie for me. :D I miss the reptile I was hugging lols!

Shallow chinese people

2010-06-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Bleh. I can't stand shallow CHINESE people who mock their own language/ culture. I was studying my H3 hongloumeng at pasir ris library when the guy at the table made a very loud comment to his gf or something "Look. Chinese lit. F*** f*** f***." And I was like, @$^#@%^#!%#@!#%$%^ but I continued to look at my book. I considered glaring at him, but oh wells. I remembered Lu laoshi's story about the coffeeshop when he minded his own business and continued to read his newspaper LOL. Shame on youuuu.

我的天空今天有点灰

2010-06-03T22:21:00.007+08:00

LOL. This is the first time I'd ever posted something so extreme, but I didn't really expect it to grab so much attention haha. But I was appalled to hear abt something which happened to a good friend of mine. It's really sad that she's hurt over a guy who doesn't care much about their relationship. :( Cheerrups girl.

And I think I sounded like it was me who fell out of love on my FB status. xD

HCI Dance Night :D

2010-05-31T00:24:00.006+08:00

HCI Dance Night was most enjoyable. :D I liked the modern and chinese dance performances! Bboy was really cool too. :D

LOL and I met my royce colleague faizal and his gf at bishan interchange when I was going to take bus 53 home! Super coincidental haha. :D I found out he's not working at Royce ION anymore though, PROMOTED! :) Memories at royce came back to me again aww. xD

Mardi Gras!

2010-05-29T22:13:00.013+08:00

MARDI GRAS! :D

LOL I received these complimentary cakes and drinks for being such a helpful customer. *Winks* I just made a short visit to D and said 'My mum's going to have a party.' haha! xD

只有我了解这幸福感觉，美得值得去付出一切。♥

Act II: The Greatest is Behind♥

2010-05-23T23:31:00.009+08:00

I'm really really glad I stayed on and acted in Alice. I felt such a sense of accomplishment when the rabbits scene came out perfect, with all our lines delivered and the 3 of us, me peiying and yingying, were very much coordinated too. :) It's once in a blue moon that I get to act, and it's all thanks to my dear friends cum directors lizzie xun and tiara who encouraged me to act in their play! Thanks so much haha! :D

It's been a long while since I've blogged huh. Past danzage, simin yijie and xh's guitar concert and liling's tjc band concert, blah. I think I'm very much used to photo blogging on facebook already!

Here're some photos of Act II!

Cravings.

2010-04-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

Heard these songs in coffeebean yesterday when I was having econs tuition and they got me distracted! Nice songs. :D

Grateful.

2010-03-22T23:27:00.005+08:00

Mrs Goh rocks. :)

She has just helped me pass my first proper econs test in my whole life! :O
A happy jump from a 'U' to a 'B'.
She is ~~god~~ as amazing as god.

She has created a miracle for me lol. I can now see hope in econs.

Thank you soooo much!

At least I know I'm not wasting my parents' money, which is very much of a relief.

NUS Open House'10 ♥

2010-03-13T21:13:00.005+08:00

Was the earliest to reach cos liz, nic and jieqi were all late. T.T Took the shuttle bus on my own and was bombarded with lots of pamphlets and souvenirs when I reached the campus haha. Went for the OoA talk first while waiting for them to come.

Afterwards they came, and we visited the exhibitions, then listened to talks for law, business and FASS.

Tried hunting for ASTONS at FASS, but was told there weren't any ASTONS lol! Looks like nic got her info wrong. xD

Camwhored a lot during lunch hahaha.

I have decided. I want to study in NUS FASS. And I shall aim for the double degree programme for communications and new media & business. From now onwards I'll work hard towards this goal. :)

Saw ZHENMEI, JINGQI, TRICIA, CONSTANCE (now a NUS student who was manning a booth for one of the halls), HONGYI at the campus today. I think it's pretty cool to see so many dunmanians there haha, esp my OGL! :D

Added note: Saw nat at dover mrt station! :) She was on her way home from school.

Accomplished.

2010-02-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

I spent 7 hours in the pasir ris library today. :O I grabbed brunch at subway at 11.30am, went up to the library at 12pm and worked in there till 6pm. And I was pretty productive haha. At least I finished that 60 pages of econs notes, feel slightly more prepared for tuesday's test now. Did a bit of hist and xueshan too.

Cos I was sitting at a 4-seater table, ppl joined me here and then. First was a couple who wanted to read stuff at the library cafe, and I heard the auntie talking abt how ex the drinks are. xD Yeahh true I noticed a price-jack in the price of drinks! Initially I thought it was my own poor memory, but I clearly rmb my regular hilarious hazelnut's $5, now the sign says $5.80. :O But it's because they're serving a much larger cup now, so I guess it's okay. Lucky I have my coffee loyalty card hahaha. Now I save even more. :D

Then a NUS guy came by not long after the couple left. He bought food, sat diagonally opp me and read his notes. And he nodded off lol! xD I looked over for a bit later, and realised his notes are like those readings which ms krishnan gives us. :O Cheemmm. He stayed longer. I feel so productive next to him, I was clearing my 60 pages of econs notes with much concentration. And before he left, at about 5.45pm, he passed me an invitation to his church hahah.

Oh no my life is becoming no-life. And I think I'm getting numb already.

SCREAMM.

2010-02-26T22:43:00.004+08:00

Today's 茶馆 lesson was epic man.

王老师 was telling us another one of his stories, about him going to China and how he was allocated to the wrong hotel. And the hotel happened to be one where there used to be a lot of spies who stayed there and secretly killed people in their rooms. So he stayed overnight in a room, and had a ghostly encounter...

At some random anti-climax moment,

Nic tan opened her eyes really BIG, towards my direction (she's sitting at the door end while i'm sitting directly opp her at the window end), and SCREAMEDDD. It was such a shrill scream (you know how she screams, it's even worse than that), that it got me freaked out and I screamed, thinking there was sth outside the window. I screamed and kinda jumped onto simin lol! Then I think she got a huge shock, and james jumped too. Like all 3 of us were really scared la, I wasn't facing the window then and I didn't dare to look out at all. Zina's case was she saw nic scream, and she looked out of the window, and she jumped with a short time lag after the 3 of us. At first I thought she wanted scare us lol, but her expression looked totally scary and real. We later found out it was because she saw a 'head' bobbing up and down outside the window, and it was the usual CLEANER who was cleaning the window! Lololol. All of us had a really good laugh after the scare la. It shook me from my sleepy mood hahah.

Attended the 复旦大学 talk. The school seems not bad. May consider applying for it hmm, though i'm still more inclined to 台大, same as xh and simin. At least expenses there are like cheap (you can get 3 meals a day for RMB15) in the school canteen.

Another out-of-the-ordinary thing happened when xh and I took the train home after the university talk. We spotted a shoebag left by some army guy under the seat when he dropped off at simei, and he didn't bothered turning back when a uncle whistled for him. We stared at the shoebag, and was like,

XH: Oh. Suspicious item!
What if this guy left his-
Both: AMRY BOOTS.
XH: What if it's a bomb? *Starts ranting about bombs and her sins lol*
Me: I think we should just bring it to the control station la.

Then after a guy came by the seat at tampines, saw the shoebag, exclaims "WAH." and sat down on the seat. Then he started fiddling with his phone and kicking the shoebag. I thought at least he would take it down to the control station when we arrive at pasir ris. But when the train stopped at pasir ris, he just pretended nothing has happened and left. So I went over to get the shoebag (cos I thought it wouldn't be right to just leave it there), and xh opened the shoebag while we were going down the escalator, and inside there was a pair of smelly sports shoes and socks lol! Not even army boots hahah. At least we did a good deed today. Just that I'm slightly disappointed at the guy's (who sat down on the seat and kicked the shoebag) none-of-my-business attitude.

Anyway, hist lecture by prof yong tmr again! xD Omg I'm sleepyyy.

Everybody's gonna love today

2010-02-22T21:02:00.009+08:00

LEP orientation'10 - completed! :)

Valentine's day

2010-02-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Colours :D - CLEP project

2010-02-21T00:06:00.008+08:00

Hear me

2010-02-14T15:03:00.009+08:00

聽說♥

一段由手语开始的美丽恋情

听见爱情的心跳，

看见爱情的美丽。

爱情的声音，你听见了吗？

爱情跟梦想都是很奇妙的事情

不用听，不用说，也不用被翻译

就能感受到它。

Happy cny :)

2010-02-13T22:24:00.007+08:00

I love my cny decos at home. :) Cos I picked out all the cute ones lol!

Family of tigers. :)

I love my tiger plushie hahah. Uber cute! :D

Here's wishing everyone a good tiger year ahead!

原来我们的相遇，
是个美丽的错误。♥

Happy vday!

2010-02-12T23:06:00.013+08:00

The joy of giving. :) Though this vday felt less special cos all of us are quite busy, and there was no vday mood, I guess. xD Still I made an effort to pack lots of presents for B1 and friends, and neglected my xiaocao haha. But I managed to finish it in school today so all's good.

Went to royce to get chocs for yijie and zina. Yay I'm happy to see my colleagues again, although this time as a customer. xD Indah's working perm part-time there, so good! Their business is like really good; most nama choc flavours ran out of stock, but i managed to get the seasonal 'caramelized' flavour for them. :)

My heart-shaped balloons which didn't look like hearts anymore when I brought them home. xD
My 6c12 angel's linyun, and she bought me a box of raisins lol! But I like, it's like one of my healthier vday gifts hahaha.

My dance angel's zuoyue, and she gave me this tin of wafers. :) Nicee. I didn't get to pass my dance angel and mortal presents cos I had to go for the cny concert rehearsal thing aww. :(

Yuhui's gift. Lol it looks like the mini version of the giant candy strips I'd gotten for some people.

CNY doesn't feel like CNY anymore. :( With 4 essays and new history readings and lots of upcoming tests (econs, history, CLL) to study for.

School

2010-01-26T21:16:00.007+08:00

I shall type a short post before I attempt to study. xD

School has been real busy since the start last week, when lessons started proper.

H2 + H3 CLL are killer subjects, cos I can't bring myself to read xueshan and hongloumeng. T.T

History's pretty nice, so far. But I need to catch up on my readings!

Learnt fallacies for gp today, and later in the day we started using those cheem terms we'd learnt to comment on what ppl say haha. Like 'dicto simpliciter', 'hasty generalization' and 'poisoning the well' lol.

Learning macro econ for econs. Quite interesting, but I'm still not familiar with it haha.

Math... oh no. xD Stats and the new binomial look scary. And I haven't finished my hol hw ahh!

Hahah. This is supposed to be a post to mention about my SCHOOL friends. :) Like simin zina james yijie louise and ppl heh. See I do think about you guys! :D

Timetable's changed, again. I SO DO NOT WANT xueshan AFTER MASS PE. :(

Okay, I really have to do sth more productive already. It's almost 9.30pm soon lol.

Byebye!

等待，是值得的。:)

2010-01-22T17:46:00.012+08:00

终于收到奕恒哥哥从台湾寄过来的圣诞节礼物了！:D

超可爱的糖果。:D

整人糖鸡精！哈哈。

终于体会到“千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重”这个成语的意义了。:)

Taiwan classics

2010-01-07T08:20:00.021+08:00

More photos coming up~

Say hellooo to total relaxation! :D

2009-11-26T21:10:00.009+08:00

I shall update a little before I get detached from the cyber world for 4 days. :)

These couple of weeks have been crazy. 1-day job, dance cip, flea-mania, dance camp, travel briefing, and lots of theatresports. I've been wanting to blog but everyday I'm so tired I can only upload pics on facebook haha.

Today was a very meaningful day. Viewed the group of theatresports competitors dancing out the dance which we've choreographed for them, with like formations and stuffs, and I had goosebumps. I mean, it's a good thing. I feel pretty accomplished and just amazed at how I've just completed this big project. And in the process of teaching dance I'd made more friends from my level, and they're fun people. :) I must go watch them on Dec 4 and record their dance down or sth, even though I have to reach the airport at 10.15am on Dec 5. xD

DID I MENTION I HAVE REPORTS TO DO ON MY TAIWAN TRIP. T.T I'm like reporting on a couple of lectures about tangshis and stuff. And I've just passed the first deadline for the econs holiday package. Oops. More homework on my list! Lol, and I'm like a group leader in the trip. Which means more responsibilities, but I don't really mind. :)

Recent pics:

My hand's on the right. Look at how stained it is! xD

Astons with yijie. My fave combi: Grilled fish + pasta salad + baked potato. :) She's been eating astons like almost everyday this week, crazy girl. xD

Hoho. I can't wait to camwhore loads with yijie on the cruise! :D Haha both of us are going to be really dressed up haha. Cos we have formal dinners and stuff, and I'm wearing a dress like almost everyday lol. xD And we're going pubbing and karaoke and shopping, perhaps gym and yoga too yayyy. :D

I so will not miss life in Singapore.

Uncompleted post.

2009-11-18T18:18:00.005+08:00

Photos of yesterday:

Traffic light. :D

LOL. DH took a lot of photos of me using his new DSLR because of the agreement which we'd made the other day. xD Well I didn't really expect him to get a DSLR so soon!

DH and his new DSLR. I think my sleek samsung cam is still better than his haha! :D

DH says making a guy hold a drink and take photos is gay. xD

Ignite that energy! :D

2009-11-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

ZZzzzzz.

2009-11-16T21:08:00.015+08:00

I'm tireddd. xD

Woke up early to lug a bag of clothes to liz's house, for our upcoming flea market this sat. Planned to meet her at 9.30am. After that we left for our recee at Home Club, and surprisingly my sense of direction (or intuition) is better than hers! xD Thank goodness I didn't blindly follow this time lol. Anyway we managed to find home club quite successfully, though it was closed and all. Hmm from the looks of the place it seems like the flea market should be held indoors. But the organiser told me it was going to be held outdoors. xD Ahh well.

Took pics to help me remember my way there haha.

Ate yoshinoya for lunch. So much for the good jap food in central, liz's like almost broke and I can hardly fend for myself (without depending on my NETS). Well I don't mind yoshinoya, but liz doesn't really like it. xD WHY ARE WE SO POOR. Hmm hopefully we can earn money from our flea haha. Though I'm reluctant to price my (almost/) brand new clothes at unreasonably-low prices. xD

And after that I went for a short theatresports dance meeting sort of thing. Wu laoshi dropped by too, and sadly, zina and I weren't very prepared. I forgot half the steps I choreographed with xun, but thank goodness there was the video we pre-recorded pheww. Anyway wu laoshi booked the dance studio for 4 hours tmr so we have lots of time to fine-tune the dance steps haha.

And then there was history lecture. Not too bad I guess. xD But I started doodling unconsciously while listening to ms krishnan lol. Was dreading how I was going to last 3 hours, but she ended early (as she always does yay) so it less draining haha.

But for tomorrow...

Say hello to another 3 hours history lecture! xD 9am-12pm. I SERIOUSLY hope I won't oversleep, cos it's pretty embarrassing to be late for a lecture.

And there's the 4 hours of dance-choreography thing. 12.45-4pm. Now that's actually quite fun I guess, so I don't really mind it. Stress only comes when I'm actually going to teach 80 people the dance. :/

Lol. And I'm meeting derhui after that to buy CANDY. -.- Okay it's at changi airport, so it's not so bad haha. He shall be the one splurging in candy empire hahaha.

My holidays are busy. And I don't really know whether it's a good or bad thing, cos I'm busy with the FUN stuff. xD Which means I have less time for the serious stuff, like studying. I shall go prepare for tmr now lol. :)

JIAYOU PEOPLE FOR RE-EXAMSSSSS!

The magic of christmas day~

2009-11-14T22:38:00.007+08:00

Saw yasser at royce booth in taka today. He took down my number and said he'd get the person in charge to contact me to work for christmas. :)

I really hope I can work at royce again this year! Even if it's just for 1 week. I wanna celebrate christmas working at royce.

Plus I need to earn some money after I blew 100 bucks on my hair. GOSH I decided to do soft curls on my hair 'cos I liked my hairdresser's soft curls! I was out of my mind. Hmm but I guess this hairstyle would be nice for my upcoming cruise and taiwan trip. And it'll be back to normal by the time school starts haha.

100 X Dance Warriors cip tmr again. Haha I was only requested to dance once. xD The rest of the people donated w/o me and angelina having to dance yayy. :D

[Heh I know my title's random, but I'm thinking of the song just as I'm thinking of royce. :) Taka plays it all the time during the christmas period.]

School's out let's scream and shout!

2009-11-12T17:20:00.029+08:00

PW is officially overr! :D

I was so distracted by the time liz came into my classroom and labelled my gpf's page numbers wrongly. And mel and zina had to do the changes cos I was too slow and all. Sorry sorry. :x

Choreographed theatresports dance with xun today. :D Gosh we finished it in less than an hour! Haha I like choreographing dances with her, she'd tone me down when I'm becoming too crazy. xD Cos I like big dramatic crazy steps heh. I know lsm still bears a grudge with me cos I made the squad girls do some really gay dance during POP last year. xD But it looked nice on the whole! At least there were positive comments on the performance, by the audience.

Went swensens @ ION orchard to eat. The table setting is super colourful and cute! :D

Nic and her crayfish pasta. Which she didn't really like. xD

Me and my mac' and cheese baked pasta. I like. :D

Liz and her salmon thingum. I forgot. xD You can see she's actually quite reluctant to let nic take a photo of her lol.

Xun and her meatball bolognese thing haha.

My food. :D

Our lunch came with a free side/ ice-cream/ drink. I picked "green apple juice ice-blended" and what I got was this. It's disgusting. :x I thought it was fresh apple juice! And this is some diluted-syrup-with-mashed-ice thing. I couldn't even get past 5 sips lol.

Xun was reallyyy nice and she changed her free item from ice-cream to fried mushrooms (the thing I was complaining that I should've ordered instead of that awful green drink), cos she was feeling quite cold yeah. And she shared it with me and liz. :) It was nice! I've always wanted to try MFM's one, but this is a good substitute haha.

Saw the "We are One" lego project at B4. I really wanted to make a donation! That was why I suggested going to ION in the first place. But then we realised we had to purchase the lego bricks at the customer service counter, so we continued to walk around and forgot all about it. :/ Hmm. They need to complete this by 18 Nov, and it looks pretty empty still, on Nov 12. That's sad. People go donate! I shall buy a brick at TM tmr. :)

Liz recommended us to this fishy pancake stall. It has a lot of interesting flavours! Like bacon potato and cheese, bacon and egg. But I still bought a simple red bean one. :) Cos I just like jap azuki lol. It's quite crispy! Like diff from the taka one haha.

Yay. I like going out with nice people. :D I feel comfy with people like liz (cos she's so fun-loving and sporting), xun (she's basically the type I feel safe with lol), nic (cos she kinda has a similar character as me - just that i'm less airhead than her hee :D), xh (both of us are just nonsense together), yijie (she's totally nice and encouraging!) haha. There're lots more too, of course, as long as you can stand my craziness and blurness and you enjoy being with me - I'll enjoy being with you too! :D I'm nice to people who're nice to me, and vice versa. :) Cos I realise there's really not much use trying to be nice to someone who keeps giving you the cold shoulder or sth. In fact, it's tiring. I'm not referring to anyone in particular btw. This is kinda generic.

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Okay. I know my bikini photos with liz got flashed on fb's live feed yesterday (for about 1 hour?), cos fb didn't save my 'set to private' settings or sth. Nic was like, "I wouldn't even set it to private. I'd just make it public." Haha omg she's so liberal. xD Actually I think there's nothing wrong with camwhoring. I don't see why some people like to make a big fuss of it, seriously. I believe photos are a great way to keep memories, even the simplest days with a friend or sth. And they're great for collages when I feel like making one haha. I accept the fact that some people don't like to take photos, but that doesn't mean people who like to take photos have something wrong with them.

Maybe swimming pool photos are more sensitive, I don't know. But I DID attempt to make it private, and now it is and I think the very few obscene photos on facebook are like, safe, within the five people I've allowed to view them? But the photos are for FUN. Even if there's like posing and stuffs. There's no evil motives when we took the photos! And I think photos against the clear blue water in the swimming pool at liz's house are nice anyway.

I shall post just 1 photo of us which is like, the least obscene.

Yay and I bought the Starbucks' christmas tumbler which I've been eyeing these couple of days, before I went to liz's house yesterday. I like the bunny. :D And it's useful since I get to have discounts if I use this tumbler for my Starbucks drinks haha.

Going out for brunch with liz, derhui and thomas tmr. :) I've been going out to have fun these days lol. Feels like an overdose, as compared to the mugging in the previous months. And I'm seeing a lot of liz haha! xD Okay okay this is just the start, before my holidays get busy with holidays (overseas). I will prep for next year these hols. I will I will. xD

Movies, cookies, besties. :D

2009-11-10T23:52:00.010+08:00

PW is overr.

2009-11-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

Handed in the last component today. It's kinda sad that I ended PW with regrets, because of OP! :( Maybe it's not really that disastrous, but I really under-performed. And I can't help feeling uneasy that I can't secure an 'A' for PW. Sigh. I SHALL NOT THINK ABOUT IT. SOON.

I pray and pray that I can scrape an 'A' for PW.

Went for macs breakfast with PW mates melinda and jieqi after handing up our I&Rs early in the morning. And after that I accompanied jieqi and bought my fave hazelnut latte. I drank the macs tea and starbucks coffee consecutively! xD Felt super bloated after that.

Hazelnut latte is ♥. And I'm surprised I didn't really feel like drinking the dark cherry frappucino which came back for the christmas period! xD I'd liked hazelnut latte ever since melinda introduced it to me haha.

Christmas is cominggg. I like starbuck's christmas gift selection! :D Especially the tumblers. I shall get one when I'm in the mood to splurge! Ah, that reminds me of royce's christmas collection. xD I wanna work at royce for christmas! That is, if they are willing to hire me for like, 5 days? T.T

Met zina to watch my sister's keeper at plaza sing after that. OMG it's a total tear-jerker! xD I was so emotionally tired after the show. There were so many touching scenes! But I enjoyed it yeah, though I was crying half the time.

I know there's a lot to do, but I feel like a load's off my back now! Except for the irritating worry about my pw grade. :/ I don't want to think about it, but I think I can only let go when I see my grade next year. Sigh that's really far away. I'm impatient. xD Actually I think I may just forget about this in another few more nights of sleep. Well, I hope so!

Cazy job.

2009-10-31T22:38:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I actually readily agreed to this job offer under TCCIHS:

Mon: OP full dress rehearsal in school
Tue: Hotel job 7am-7pm
Wed: Hotel job 7am-7pm
Thu: Hotel job 7am-7pm
Fri: Official OP
Sat: Hotel job 8am-4pm
Sun: Hotel job 12pm-12am

But the guy sounded like they really needed help. :/ Gosh I think I'm crazy.

Now I gotta go find my TCCIHS card.

The cool vids. :D

2009-10-29T19:07:00.003+08:00

At 0:35 you'll see the toaster thing; at 0:43 there's the multiplication effect thing, of thousands of soldiers marching in unison.

Smooth criminal video!

Michael Jackson's This Is It.

2009-10-29T18:20:00.005+08:00

Michael Jackson's This Is It was a good watch! :)

I just found out that he's a really good singer and dancer. Didn't really notice him until he... passed on though. Cos before that his scandals (and looks) made me have a bad impression of him. After he passed away, it made me curious to see what he's like and all lol! He's not that bad after all. At least he really cares for the world and people.

His concert rehearsal scenes were damn cool la! xD Liz and I loved the toaster stage technique. And he performed his greatest hits such as They Don't Care About Us, Smooth Criminal, Billy Jean, Thriller, The Way You Make Me Feel, Beat It (that's our fave!), Heal The World... And at the end of the movie they played the new song This Is It. I started liking a few of his songs in the most indirect ways. I liked Beat It when I first heard it in my yoga body combat lesson (me and zina were boxing to the music lol!), heard of Man In The Mirror in one of my school's assemby talks, I probably heard a lot of Heal The World in CD stores, and I first heard Billy Jean and The Way You Make Me Feel in the recent Singapore Idol's Tribute to Michael Jackson episode! xD I tried watching Thriller on Youtube a while ago too, but got freaked out by the mv and stopped watching halfway.

They showed the making of the concert background video too! :D I liked the multiplication effect in They Don't Care About Us, where a few dancers could be replicated into thousands of them dancing together. The Smooth Criminal video was cool too. And there's the Thriller video, where they filmed the setting and how the actors dressed up as the scary people, so it wasn't as scary when I watched it this time haha. In fact I liked the 'pouncing' action in the dance! :D Then there was this pole-dancing bit and I think the female dancers were really good. Oh, and he did this really disturbing dance move, called the 'crotch grab'. Liz wasn't too disturbed by it though, but I really was. xD I think it's obscene. I can't help but giggle when he did it on stage! Then there was this scene where the dancers were learning to do this dance step and it was disturbing too. Heh but I liked this whole compilation of music for this movie! :D

Couldn't resist the temptation and bought the MJ combo which consists of a 'L' size t-shirt with the print of the movie poster, popcorn and a drink. It costed me $15.00. xD And I don't even eat popcorn and drink coke lol, it's all for the t-shirt. xD So I bought the combo after the movie and brought home the food for my family. And the tee is so over-sized (there's only one size available), I can wear it as a dress! Or give it to my dad sighh. Hmmm. I think I'll wear it to sleep.

After that we walked back to white sands for liz to get accessories and I went to bank in money which she'd passed to me for our flea market booth. Sighh I must replenish my bank acc. We went to sportslink too, and she says she's prolly gonna get the same silver shoes with me. Then we'll have couple shoes! xD But seriously, adidas midiru's really comfy and chic! :D

OP stuffs tomorrow again! xD Ah well, at least I enjoyed today with my bestie!

Shopping!

2009-10-28T21:16:00.008+08:00

Received pretty positive comments from the teachers during OP trial today. Confidence boost! :D "Pleasant and confident" when I was actually a bit shaky inside. xD Hopefully I can maintain or improve my standard on the real OP! Yeahh I hope everyone does well for PW!

Went shopping with my mum in the afternoon. At OG Chinatown. xD Tried giving her some fashion tips but she refused to listen to my recommendations. Ah well. Spotted some bling-bling dress at the Dorothy Perkins section and decided to try it on for fun!

Since I can't have it (I won't get to wear it and it costs $100+), I might as well take a photo with it for a memoto! :D

Mum bought me new shoes for school too. Omg adidas midiru2 range is super comfy! :D I know I shouldn't be wearing such colours to school, but there's only gold and silver for me to choose from under this range, and I reasoned out that silver isn't as striking as gold, so I decided to buy it haha. Plus it's 90% white! xD Sigh but I think the gold version actually looks nicer than silver, though all the while I think gold = old fashioned haha.

Rented a booth (Stall 029) with liz for Flea-Mania on Nov 21 at Home Club (Clarke Quay)! Yeah and we're totally excited about this whole thing, like how to deco our booth and stuff. Think it's gonna be really fun! :D And we can get rid of old stuff and earn some money at the same time too. Come support people! :D

你最近还好吗？

2009-10-27T18:01:00.003+08:00

你最近还好吗?

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗?

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发~

Shop-a-ho-li-ci-sm

2009-10-25T22:44:00.004+08:00

Oh no I've been online-shopping so much I think I'm depleting a lot of money from my bank account! And neglecting my blog lol. But I'm buying stuff for Taiwan trip! xD It's necessary.

Yeah going to set up flea market booth with liz soon to sell off unwanted loots! :D

Changed my blog song too! Watch the video! :D

Love U by Howl

Ohhh... ohhh...

I smell a familiar fragrance in the air
The breeze that blew around you now blows across to me, oooh
In my heart, maybe it was the light you made shine upon me
That light shields me from hurtful sorrows

Love you.... thinking of you now, I close my eyes again

I love you. If I could fill your two eyes
I love you. If I could show you my smiles
I could give you all the bright stars in the sky oooh
I love you. If I could show you my love
I love you. If you could teach me you heart
Id follow whatever you do

Love you, Love you, Love you
Forever

Im walking right behind you beneath the moonlight
Look at me a little more closely
Should I ask the clouds to let the rain fall for you once again
So I could hold on to your wet heart

Love you.... thinking of you now, I close my eyes again

I love you. If I could fill your two eyes
I love you. If I could show you my smiles
I could give you all the bright stars in the sky oooh
I love you. If I could show you my love
I love you. If you could teach me you heart
Id follow whatever you do

Love you, Love you, Love you
Only you

AWWWW.

Ris Low saga: pointless.

2009-10-17T20:13:00.006+08:00

I was walking down Citylink Mall to get to Starbucks for my pw group meeting, when I saw this:

Looks like this word has officially become part of our Singlish dictionary. It was practically glaring at me when I walked past it. And no, it's not funny. Not anymore.

I'm starting to feel really sorry for Ris Low. Singaporeans love to make a big fuss out of small things, just because it's funny. Please, I bet there're many people out there who speak even worse than her. If they're laughing at her, it just means they're laughing at themselves. Just because she caught the media's attention, she became the talk of the town. Does it do Singaporeans any good to keep emphasising that our English is bad? Imitating her on youtube, using her quotes for publicity, blah.

Sometimes I think people just have nothing better to do.

Last Day of School!

2009-10-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

Year 5 has finally come to an end. I don't know whether I'm happy or sad, but I'm sad when my friends are sad. :( And I can't seem to console people properly sighh. My horoscope's right, whatever I say this month gets interpreted wrongly. And I gotta buck up if I want to get into a course of my choice in uni, or even to enter uni! :/ I'm like far from uni expectations now.

Went job-hunting with xh after school, and got rejected several times because they are either looking for full-timers or part-timers who can work beyond 1 month, which I can't 'cos my taiwan trip in dec already takes up 2 whole weeks, plus there's dance and stuff. :( Somemore I'd already filled in the form for Swensens, but when I talked to the manager he said he couldn't take me in 'cos after they train me for abt 2 weeks, I can only work for a couple of weeks, and then leave. But I need extra income for my recent expenditure during post-exams! xD Ahh well. But pw's really quite worrying now, there seems to be lotsa stuff to do! Though my group is still calm and all. Hopefully we'll be productive this weekend!

A short post to update haha. Since I have more time to myself and pw 'cos no one wants to hire me, I shall try to borrow The Proposal, Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past and Slumdog Millionaire to watch haha. And omg, study, or revision yup. If I actually have enough motivation sigh.

But I still embrace the holidays! :D

Libra!

2009-10-06T23:39:00.001+08:00

I think Seventeen's description of librans describe me pretty well. xD

But nothing really lucky happened to me yesterday lol!

Sweet 17th and concert!

2009-10-04T19:03:00.003+08:00

2nd October

I had a very memorable sweet 17th. :)

I thought it'd be like last year, when I just spent my day (after collecting my horrible maths results, i'd remembered) with liz and have a nice lunch, take neoprints and just have fun. But this year was, surprising. I totally didn't expect zina, simin, louise and bg to spring me with a bday surprise at vivo playground! xD Because before that simin told me she and yijie had their appointments, so they couldn't celebrate my bday with me yeah.

So when liz led me to the vivo playground, telling me before that she had to hunt for a shop which sells like dollhouse stuffs, I happened to spot zina with ophilia and her friend (yes I didn't see the rest of them at first), but she was back-facing me and I tried calling her. And she didn't reply me, so I thought I was calling the wrong person lol. Then I walked towards them, and then I saw bg, simin and louise sitting down. And I STILL didn't know they were there waiting for me, seriously. I even asked them why they were there! It took me quite awhile to get over my state of shock/surprise haha. So simin played me 天使, with bg and louise singing. It was really sweet, and I was touched but I couldn't bring myself to cry lol. And then I started to giggle, with my eyes getting slightly watery. Then zina passed me a heart-shaped cake they'd bought for me from breadtalk. I shifted the plastic wrap around the cake a little, and the pink mousse layer started oozing out! xD My fault, I took really long to appear (I thought I was celebrating with just liz alone, so I got her to cineleisure to take neoprints and have lunch with me before going to vivo to "get what she wanted to get". And I was almost one hour late meeting her, and I took surprisingly long to finish my pasta at shokudo.) so my cake melted on me.

Yup, and after that we left the playground and went to kfc for bg and simin to get food. After that they left and liz and I hanged around at vivo for a bit, before I had to leave for changi airport to meet my family for dinner and later pick my uncle francis and auntie judy when they arrived from korea after their 1-week trip. Time passes so fast, last friday we just sent them off! xD My parents treated me to a crystal jade dinner. Their xiaolongbaos are nice! :D Haven't eaten them for awhile.

After that when uncle francis and auntie judy arrived, we sent them back to their place in marine parade, and they unpacked some of their gifts for us. They bought us a lot of snacks! :) And then after that we went home. Tired! xD But I still decided to use my comp to upload some photos before I went to sleep at 1.30am lol.

I smiled myself to sleep that day. :) Literally. Thank you dear friends (those who celebrated with me and also people who sent me wishes on facebook or on my phone)/family for giving me such a wonderful 17th bday!

PS. Liz, your message for me, the last 2 lines were reallyyy wrong. xD

Pictures on facebook!

3rd October

Spent my afternoon (I only woke up close to 12pm) editing/ uploading bday photos, and at night I went for Ronald Cheng X William So's concert at max pavillion, singapore expo. It was a wonderful birthday present! I had a really enjoyable time listening to all the classic love songs I'd heard on 9.72FM by the both of them. Their voices are charming... xD But they were speaking and singing in cantonese -due to the majority of the audience who were hongkongers and kept requesting for them to speak and sing in cantonese- most of the time, and my mum, bro and me cannot understand! Even though I'm a cantonese lol. But their songs just sound nice, even if I don't understand what they're singing. :) After the concert, my mum and dad started liking concerts too haha! They used to complain that it's a waste of money and stuff yeah. But got generation gap! xD Cos my dad was like saying, "Next time we go watch 费玉清's concert!"

Pictures on facebook too!

Decided to wear the necklace you gave me yesterday. And very unexpectedly enough, I saw you (or I thought I did), but you didn't see me. You were with your friends, and I was with my family, so I decided not to go over and say hi. I realised you still make my heart skip a beat. Oh well. This is a very important time for you. Study hard! :)

Hapy children's day! :D

2009-10-01T21:56:00.005+08:00

Watched TTTW with zina yesterday, and cried a bucket of tears. xD It was sad!

Spent my afternoon shopping today, and spent a lot of money. xD But I bought pretty, and somewhat-necessary stuffs, and I'm happy. I only have these few days to rest, and then I have to prep for at least 1 maths re-paper! T.T Maths yesterday was horrible sighh. But actually I'm still quite confident of my performance for the other papers lol.

Wishing everyone good luck for the upcoming science papers! And happy children's day yay. :)

I just discovered a new app on facebook (superpoke pets) and adopted a super cute bunny lol.

Liz's dragon's very cute too. :D

Looking forward to tomorrow! :D

Happy. :)

2009-09-28T22:26:00.010+08:00

Yay one more paper. Maths. I hope it'll turn out fine! xD But I kinda lost my exam stress since last friday, there's so many things to look forward to and be happy about! :D

Yippee my mum bought tickets for my whole family to watch the concert, as my birthday present! I love my mum. :)

I secretly wish my aunt'll get me a teddy from jeju's teddy bear museum. Teddy bears appeal to me loads, esp those big big ones like the one in the picture! :D Haha she's actually coming back on my birthday, so she can celebrate with me too. :) When we pick her up from the airport at like, 10pm++ lol.

And I really want to buy my dream camera, canon powershot e1, for myself! :D With my parents' permission, of course, before I spend so much money off my NETS. It's definitely not a bimbo, it has great features, like 10mp and all hee.

And this is really random, but I wanna drink mos burger's milk tea w/o milk on my birthday LOL! xD

Cravings

2009-09-26T20:49:00.004+08:00

I feel like going to zheng zhong ji and su yong kang's concert on oct 3! xD Although I don't really know them haha. But nobody wants to watch with me sighh. I think I like their karaoke songs!

Almost liberation!

2009-09-25T22:42:00.004+08:00

Yeahh! 4 papers down, two more to go! :D But now that GP, history and econs are completed, I feel pretty much liberated haha.

And I had a very nice discovery while I was studying in Changi Airport these few days:

Mrs Field's heart-shaped cookie cakes! :D

In that oh-so-pretty heart shape tin! :D :D

Haha I'm deprived of shopping like for weeks already! I need to shopppp. xD

And I have 3 movies on my waiting list now:
1. The Time Traveller's Wife (I don't even know whether it's still on. :/)
2. Fame
3. 500 Days of Summer :)

I hope wednesday morning would come and go really soon!

Pasta love.

2009-09-16T21:43:00.015+08:00

This post is dedicated to one of my besties, xh, for inviting me to dinner and cooking for me last friday. :) I really wasn't of much help lol, 'cos for one I'm scared of fire, and I'm even more scared of splattering oil! xD But I took photos of the cooking process hee. She cooked pasta, and fried nuggets. Haha I made an exception to eat fried food for her!

Ingredients. :D Shell-like pasta and mushroom & herb pasta sauce.

Oyster mushrooms, her fave.

The nuggets.

Xh frying the nuggets. Omg it was scary!

The pretty cooked pasta. :)

Gah. The scary bubbling oil. :x

The cooked nuggets! Even though they're sinful, but I have to say, they're yummy!

The finished product, served on plate! :D Xh is a wonderful cook hahaha.

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Today: studying econs in nlb after school.

Lol. I keep patronising the cafe these days, the cafe tenders know me already! xD 'Cos I keep wearing the same hoodie and keep ordering the same thing - hilarious hazelnut. I love hilarious hazelnut hahaha. :D

Die, I can't bring myself to study econs! :/ I switched to history halfway. Somehow I think I like studying history and CLL, or even maths, over econs. I think econs has hurt me deeply, which is why I can't sit down and study it properly. AHHHH but must study! I can't die for this promos sighh. Must pass everything!

Heh, I'm kinda looking forward to my birthday! :D 'Cos today yijie just made me really curious about the thing they're planning for me. Hmmm. I do want my sweet seventeen to be memorable. :)

Last but not least, happy birthday jc. :)

Sep hols.

2009-09-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

My sep hols is totally no-life! xD

Every day's spent in either the airport or the library. Each day a different subject (and I haven't finished studying, sigh), but actually I think I wasn't very productive at all, it's just that spending time studying makes you feel less guilty. Even if it's just sitting down properly and staring at your notes.

Nowadays I have to rush to the library in the morning, 'cos I wanna study in cafe galilee and seats get taken up (and hogged for the whole day) very quickly before noon.

Gosh. And I'm pampering myself too much lately. Macs, cafe foods and stuff. All for the sake of hogging public places to studyyy. Because I can't study at home for nuts.

Popeyes biscuits! :D Shared them with liz on our thurs maths study date at the airport.

But of course I still have my entertainment, at night! :D My regualar fave tv shows and the computer haha. Now I'm so used to reading notes, I'm even highlighting my time mag for gp info! xD

I need moree entertainment. Like orchard. Like the movies. I wanna watch the time traveller's wife soon sighh.

A side note to my aunt: My condolences. I guess it's really difficult to see your loved ones depart one by one, esp when it's a consecutive thing. I myself think it's really scary and sad. :( Hope you'll stay strong. God bless.

Grateful.

2009-09-09T20:16:00.001+08:00

I don't know how it happens, but troubling things always get sorted out for me in the end.

I think I'm lucky. But I do not know who to thank for this luck.

God? Yeah, I am thankful to God. :)

I can't believe I've just worried day and night these few days over this.

Gosh, I think I'm becoming a worrywart. :/

But I don't like to benefit at the expense of other people. In fact, I'm guilty.

I shall do more good deeds to make up for it. :)

Thank you.

Dead Sea Scrolls

2009-09-09T16:29:00.009+08:00

Dead sea scrolls was interesting! Learnt much more about the bible and saw many ancient bibles which were big and very pretty. :D A 15kg bible must be quite difficult for the pastor to carry around or sth lol!

Heh. Didn't regret allocating some of my precious holiday time to this exhibition. :D

This post is picture-heavy. Of bibles! xD

This is a dead sea scroll! :D It's made of sheep skin, and it's really well-preserved haha. It felt rubbery to me though.

Pretty! :D

I think the map thing's really cool.

Liz tried reading this out, and the eng translation's pretty cute haha.

Which is why schools do not teach the bible, says miss tan. Lol.

Omg so neat! And they didn't even use correction tape la. xD

Sundayyy.

2009-09-07T00:13:00.004+08:00

Went out for lunch with my family today, to Fresh Bulgoggi at Changi Airport! :D Korean food's yummy. Sad thing the branch at Downtown East closed down!

Bibimbap is lovee. :D

Haha. Finally had enough accumulated motivation/ guilt to go running with my dad today! xD 4km yay! I haven't sweated out in AGES. And I've been eating too much these days. Actually I went running in an attempt to get some troubles out of my mind. It helped a bit, I guess. But it feels good to finally exercise! :)

This week's gonna be a studydate-ful week. Hopefully they're all efficient! :) Yay going for dead sea scrolls exhibition too. I'm interested in all the weird stuff. :D

3 hour history lecture tomorrow!

Conflicted.

2009-09-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

I can't believe my plans still clash despite making an effort to choose an in-between date for my cruise! I thought it'd be rational to pick 27 nov with my family 'cos I thought it wouldn't affect both china and taiwan trips. And now that china has been decided for me by chance, I found out that it actually clashes with my cruise. :( And my cruise is like a confirmed thing and my parents and yijie will probably kill me if I tell them this.

I feel really really bad to have to ask either yujie or xiuhan to give up their chances to go taiwan because I can't go china. :( I'd choose not to go to either countries now, but I don't think I can... I did really want to go taiwan before though, but now that I picked china out, I wouldn't mind at all to go with this choice instead of taking away something that doesn't belong to me from my friends. And it kinda seems like I'm 'forced' to have to take go to taiwan now, and I don't like that feeling at all.

I seriously hope things will get sorted out soon...

Bus rides.

2009-09-02T18:48:00.004+08:00

你说的你忘了

可是我还记得

手心里紧握着

已不属于我的亲热...

Bus rides always make me think about the past, especially when the bus passes by familiar places.

But I don't wanna look back. 'Cos it makes happy memories sad.

Though it brings back a smile once in a while. (I wasn't 'appreciating my hometown' lol.)

How did we end up like this?

Guess I'll never know, though I really want an answer from you.

Didn't feel like walking home today. Down that familiar path.

I don't wanna walk down that path.

Without you.

Happy teacher's day! :D

2009-08-31T23:12:00.001+08:00

This was the first year I actually FELT like giving a present to every teacher, and spent a bomb on them. xD But I guess it's all worth it! 'Cos I think SH teachers really care for their students, and I appreciate them a lot. :)

Pretty gummy bear brownie cake by zina!

Class photo! MIB. :D

Had lunch with joanna at pastamania. Our pomodoros! Lol joanna's one is like totally spammed with cheese. The pic was only the start. xD

Natas fair!

2009-08-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

Booked a holiday package with yijie and her family! :) Yay we're going on a 4D3N cruise together, on the royal caribbean. :D Heh it's good that our families can click too. Our rooms are like next to each other lol. Yijie and I plan to try out all the free things on the cruise. Like karaoke, jacuzzi, performances and the teenage bar! After that we visited the john little fair, had dinner together and then my family went to the food fair after that.

We saw Jackee again, at the ASA booth! He still remembers us! :D
He seriously reminds me of the good ol' times back in Korea...

It's been a tiring day today. Dance, PW, shopping, expo. At least I don't have any plans tomorrow, I shall sleep in and buy more presents haha.

Mugging.

2009-08-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

My life's full of mugging these days. Not that I'm loving it, nor am I getting rewarded by it (very sadly), but guess I'll just have to get used to it.

1 more month to liberationnn. :] At least exams are over before my birthday. I shall look forward to that.

Grateful.

2009-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm glad things always work out for me whenever I'm in distress. :)

Thank you!

The Crab Flower Club

2009-08-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

The demon of poetry haunts me day and night
Around the hedge and stone I whisper my mind
The brush tip is refined to write amidst the rime
My mouth grinds fragrance for the moon I recite

Back! :D

The school's really nice to CLEP students. We had great seats, down at the stall! It's a pity our seniors couldn't watch the show because they had to study for their test. The seats cost $58, and the school subsidized a large portion of the amount and we only had to pay $13! The goodness of CLEP. :)

I totally enjoyed Crab Flower Club. It's so beautifully artistic! I already had a fave character from the start of the show. The pretty, ambitious and cheerful Wu Jie in pink! :D All 5 ladies donned pretty puffy dresses with embroidery which represented their character, and they were all very articulate and I liked their voices. :) Omg Zina and her senior whom sat next to her fell asleep halfway! xD

Pictures!

Before the show started. There was a random paintbrush hanging in mid-air lol.

My super good view from my seat! :D

After the show. :) I never overdress this time!

Satisfied. 2 more plays to go tomorrow! But I'd better last through my tangshi buke tmr morning though, sore eye seems to make me a bit tired. ._.

Sore eye. ):

2009-08-21T17:32:00.002+08:00

Came to school today and people started telling me that my right eye's red. :/ And then I started asking people whether my right eye's red. Omg I've no idea why I'd gotten a red eye! Anyway I went home straight after school to rest, blog a bit and then I'm going out to meet peanut to watch crab flower club later. HAHA there's this nut thingy going on in class. I like hazelnut. :D

And oh, I just found out that people had a LOT Of misinterpretations regarding my previous post! :/ Sigh I didn't have any hidden intentions when I wote that para! It basically SHOULD mean that I'm not the type of person who goes around creating chances for myself, even though I'm a hopeless romantic and all. -.- I usually say/ type anything in my mind without thinking carefully lol. I'm just a bit too straightforward sometimes, but I mean no no harm at all! xD People who know me well enough should understand what I'm trying to say hee. :)

Yay managed to watch crab flower club at a heavily-subsidized price after all. :) Cheers for CLEP!

Love overcomes everything! :)

2009-08-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

I ♥ MUGGING! :D
*This is an attempt to psycho myself to go and study. Hopefully it'll work. Soon.*

There're so many things in my world to love haha.
I love dance! Fan dance was fun! :D
I love broccoli. ('Cos I was spammed with it for dinner just now.)
I love blogger. (Maybe then they'll fix the problem and let me upload pics! xD)

Sigh. Tomorrow's holiday and saturday's like a full schedule.
Tomorrow: PW interviews + history
Saturday: Tangshi buke + Creative lab play + Chester's play (What an artistic day. Hehe but I appreciate such stuff so yeah.)

And I shall emphasize that I'm NOT going for any blind dates whatsover! -.-

As you can see, I'm in a very lovey mode now. But for no special reasons though! :)

Outing with liz, oliver and jarryl :)

2009-08-16T20:48:00.007+08:00

Went out for the whole day with liz and her friend oliver, and his friend jarryl. Weihong came by too, but he left early to MUG. o.o

We went for lunch, then pool, a bit of arcade (DDR), and then bowling. Haha I totally threw my face at pool! xD Well... it was my first time playing, and I kinda had trouble stabilizing my pole. DDR was pretty fun, jarryl paid $1 and we had 5 gos at it. :) Lol but I'm not used to the hand machine so sometimes the sensor couldn't detect my movements. Bowling was not bad though, I picked up later and got 2nd, 63 points, after jarryl's 69! :D And I had one strike yay! Omg liz had very nice poses but... xD Yeah then later went for dinner at KFC, but I didn't get anything 'cos nothing appealed to me lol, so I decided to go home for dinner instead. Jarryl saw that both me and liz weren't eating (in the end she bought the snackers thing though) and bought cheese fries for us! But the problem is, liz doesn't like orange cheese and I don't eat fries, so in the end he had to eat them himself. :/ But that was still a nice gesture! :) Lol we had to go to the food court for lunch and KFC for dinner 'cos oliver was on a budget!

Pictures! :D

Me, liz, oliver and jarryl. Oliver and jarryl are VERY tall people, although it can't be seen in the picture. In fact jarryl's like taller than james. o.o

Lol both me and liz agree that jarryl's one example where specs totally transformed his looks! xD He looks completetly different with specs. (He's the one on the right.) And jarryl says he learns ballroom dancing (latin etc.) and he loves to cook! Haha don't look like right.

Me bowling! In case you think I look obscene, I'm wearing shorts underneath. xD Though it couldn't be seen at all, so it looked like I'm wearing a minidress haha.

Me and liz! :D

Haha today passed so quickly, monday's coming again!

Lol this is random. Edited the pic which jeenise tagged me in, of the exact scene of me and clarissa on tv. :D She saw it on a recorded show and took a photo of it for me hee.

Spirits play

2009-08-14T23:29:00.008+08:00

"If there is a way, why is there war?"

The Spirits Play evoked a lot of emotions in me, especially the part when Ee Mien talked about her being raped by the soldiers, so as to boost their morale and confidence to fight the war. I cried for her part, 'cos I thought it was really sad and unfair that people, women in this case, have to be treated like this in war. I cried for the mother too, when I saw how she longed to see her husband again, and try to find him even when she knows that it's one of the thousands of skulls out there. Think I'm the only emotional person there; nicole lee and yuesing said they were trying to stop herself from sleeping! War is tragic. Everyone knows that; but why do they still choose to engage in war?

Lethargieee...

2009-08-12T22:17:00.004+08:00

Today was a pretty sleepy day. Omg I was discriminated during pe lesson! T.T My balls were quite uhh, mal-aligned though, I don't know what's wrong with my aiming today! I think playing with si min barely lasted for 10 mins after I kept making her run to the other side of the court to pick up my balls lol. Sorry sorry! xD Played with binggeng and junjie later, at least they were more patient with me. :) I need a tennis tutor!

Gosh and I accidentally hit zina on her head with one of my tennis balls, and she looked like she had concussion for the rest of the day! :x Like drowsiness and stuff. And she keeps saying that she's gonna get h1n1 (touch wood!) and made some random noises. She was exceptionally emotionless during dance today too. Omg I didn't know the attack of a tennis ball is so impactful! Somemore my balls are not very powerful lol. But anyway get well soon, whether or not the tennis ball was the cause!

There's so much work to do, but I don't feel like doing any today... :/ OOH I did a decent right split during dance today! :D Omg this is such an accomplishment, I'll continue to work harder!

Da Vinci the Genius!

2009-08-10T19:43:00.011+08:00

The globe outside Singapore Science Centre.

Me and liz with the signboard! 'Cos we can't take photos inside haha.

Me and the vitruvian man! I wonder if I have the golden ratio haha. xD

Liz cut herself off accidentally lol.

I realise I can roll my tongue! Abit. :D (This wan't random, we were at the DNA exhibit haha.)

More mirrors. :) I see my econs notes! Yes, because of my econs test tmr I can't even have fun properly. ._.

HAHA I think this photo is so artistic! xD

Climbing inside the nose was quite scary!

This is so sad I have to resort to photobucket to post photos, and this is gonna take really long. -.-

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2009-08-09T22:17:00.005+08:00

I ♥ SINGAPORE!

*Insert picture of Singapore flag, I can't upload photos.*

I actually said the pledge at home, with like the thousands of fellow Singaporeans out there, at 8.22pm, while the rest of my family were being apathetic. :( Oh well, I'm very much patriotic, as compared to my family!

Mum ordered pizza to celebrate, yummy. :) There were like 2 reg pizzas shared between dad, mum and me, because my brother doesn't eat pizza. ._. He ordered his curry baked rice though. Plus there were still sides like garlic bread, beefballs [nice!] and [chicken wings/ drumlets and starry munchies] which I didn't touch at all. Now I'm feeling super guilty after the meal lol! Oh well, it's once in a while. xD

Yay going for Da Vinci's art exhibition at singapore science centre tmr! :D Like FINALLY. Long trip over to jurong! o.o

Current craze (:

2009-08-08T23:34:00.005+08:00

This song is very cute! :D
*Take note of the heart-shaped island in the video! AWWWWW.*

Gotta work this out

2009-08-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

There are so many opportunity costs of studying. I just got offered a job for the F1 race event, but I'm uncertain whether I should take it up 'cos it's on 26-28 september. I don't even know when my promos are, but I know GP is on 24 september. I'm soooo tempted to take it up 'cos it's so cool to work at such a big event and you get to wear cool uniforms! :D I'd already given up my ndp usher job for studies, I don't really wanna miss another exciting job again!

Went to the polyclinic in the morning. I don't like going to the polyclinic, 'cos you have to wait really really long, but I had to get a referral letter to NSC. Apparently they have this appointment system set up, and although my appointment was at 9.45am, I could only see the doc at like, 10.30am or so. Doc told me I'm having allergies! :x The problem is, I don't know what I'm allergic to, she said it's a trial-and-error thing. Hmmm. What can I be allergic to?

- Heat? (suggested by zina)
- Dusty bed? (not really possible, I change my bedsheets regularly)
- Seafood?
- Coffee? (been drinking quite a lot of it lately, due to constant fatigue from studying and rushing hw)
- Vegetables? (oh NO!)

Sigh I have no idea at all. Must be something I've been doing/ eating a lot these days.

Another borring Saturday afternoon. Yay tomorrow's national day/ nicoletan's and liz's dad's birthday! Yikes my dad refuses to put up the national day flag 'cos our neighbours aren't doing so! So sad. I shall go bug him again! xD

Yay boys over flowers showing already! Byebye!

National day celebrations in school

2009-08-07T16:27:00.003+08:00

Happy national day celebrations! :D I love Singapore!

SALSA was fun! :D Learnt some basic steps such as "cucaracha" (stepping your inside foot in the circle), "dame" (changing to the next partner), "dame dos" (changing to the next partner), "enchufla" (turning thing), "enchufla doble" (half turn, then full turn), and "adios" (leader turns follower one whole round and byebye!). Lol along the way a few teachers, such as ms koh hsin dee, ms mdm leong the econs teacher and a male and female teacher (don't know their names) joined us and left. So we had 2 guys to dance with, the male teacher and ming quan, while the rest were all girls. So we just stood in a circle in pairs and kept switching partners to dance hahaha.

Yay watched UP with liz, on its opening day! :D Totally loved the movie. Omg when we reached 4th storey of tm the cinema had a queue all the way to pastamania++! O.O Lucky I was kiasu and bought my tickets 2 days earlier. :) And I did a super stupid thing! I wore contacts in the morning, and when I reached the cinema and settled down I went to the toilet and took off my contacts, thinking that it'd be more comfy for my eyes later in the movie. Then I went back and realised that we were supposed to put on 3D GLASSES, which meant that I'd have to put on 2 glasses! :x Plus we'd collected the 3D glasses before I went to the toilet! So I had to support my 2 glasses on my nose all the way throughout the movie. I can't be any dumber lol. And the movie was reallyyyy sweet and touching! Teared slightly; liz teared more than me this time! xD I think I'm more affected by cheesy and sappy jap/ korean romantic movies haha. Those make me cry like crazy! AWWWW this movie was so colourful and fun! I love kevin the female big bird and dug the talking dog! :D

These are some of the scenes I enjoyed! :D WARNING I'm spoiling the movie here. Haha you can click on the links to watch; I can't embed them on my blog!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDkt-LdwAkk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcDxE-ijxT4

Gotta go collect my retainers at the dentist later. I'm so going to take good care of them. I feel so guilty for spending hundreds on this plastic thing which is somehow a necessity, but still.

Sighh formating bar's disappeared again. What's with my blogger nowadays? :/

Updates!

2009-08-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

Many people have been bugging me to blog so I shall blog now since I have some time haha. :)

Mr Tiew told us to be anti-social and go home early, instead of hanging out with friends and dinnering after school! xD Sounds logical, considering that we have so much work. But I still have a little bit of life lor! I don't go home straight after school all the time hahaha. Actually that wouldn't bring my sleeping time much earlier, 'cos I generally do work slowly and I have to sleep at around midnight 'cos I have a routine of eating fruits at 11+pm haha.

Had dance prac today. Deng laoshi taught us some (modern) fan dance moves, and did some random routines which were quite fun but diff to remember lol. I like playing with the fan! And he says we'll have a approx 45mins dansical for next year's dance concert! :D Dancing a story out sounds really cool. Oh no but we have very limited pracs now! Because of promos, fri's self pracs are cut so we only have weds for pracs. :( Just when dance is getting more and more enjoyable!

After dance I accompanied angelina to cut her hair at singpost. And in the end she did not cut her hair 'cos the price was higher than what she'd expected for a cheap haircut ($10). xD So she plans to go for a $30 haircut at parkway, 'cos the cheap haircut is not cheap enough LOL! Oh well, so I packed subway for dinner and travelled to TM.

Bought my tickets for fri's 1.45pm "UP" with liz! :D 'Cos I'm kinda expecting a lot of people to flood to TM after national day celebrations in school to watch the movie, and decided to drop by today to get tickets in advance. Yay it's the first day showing! Heh I'm super kiasu lol. But I like to plan my stuff and make sure it'll work out (if I can) haha, typical "J" person.

Talk about national day, I have nation songs stuck in my head now 'cos the school keeps playing them in the morning. xD I really like this one, although I don't know its title haha. I shall go search for it later.

One Singapore
One nation strong and free
A thousand different voices
Sing in harmony
We will stand together
Together hand in hand
As one united people
For Singapore, my homeland

Lol. And james likes "Home" because there was no mention of the word "Singapore" in the song! But it's a classic though, and it's touching. :)

Tmr's a reallyyyy long day in school, all the way till 7pm for history lecture! But I think ms krishnan's lecture will be quite interesting and relevant, so I'm looking forward to it! :)

Here's dug from UP! :D Omg I totally love this doggie haha. Ever since I'd spotted it on the trailer!

Deprived of sleep!

2009-08-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

A tired Elaine is a cranky one. xD Felt like I was floating around in school the whole day. And I kept making weird noises and laughing to myself (I didn't notice it until zina pointed it out to me). Omg I need my sleep! Consecutive days of lights-out at 1am is killing me and my brain!

Gosh I seriously feel like taking a MC and staying at home tmr to SLEEP. But perfectionist me doesn't like the fact that my attendence for the year would be imperfect, i.e. 98/99 those sort of thing, so maybe not. :/

Just signed up for SALSA for the activities after national day. LOL.

And I wanna watch UP! :D It's a super cute 3D movie! I love the doggie hee.

PTM xD

2009-08-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

Awwww man I missed my juniors' POP today! :( 'Cos me and xh didn't expect it to start early and we decided to come one hour late. But then both of us were late when we met at pasir ris (surprisingly she's later than me this time), and we had to wait for bus 158 for 20mins so by the time we reached school POP just ended! :(

So we went off to deco the CLEP noticeboard first. But we couldn't get the key so we had to work at the benches. And I didn't buy enough paper again! ._. I have poor estimation skills. Omg progress for the noticeboard's really slow, and now that I'd removed all the previous stuff, I gotta do something up real soon! :x I'm really grateful to xh for helping me even though she has nothing to do with this at all. xD Thank you so much!

Haha pulled my mum to see all my CLL teachers, Mr Tiew and Mrs Cheau! Okay la they all said about the same things to my mum. Not doing so well, but very hardworking, just wrong studying method, don't know anything must ask teacher, and blah. Haha but it was quite fun to talk to the teachers with my mum actually, just to let her see my nice teachers. :)

Stayed in school till about 5pm, then headed home with my mum. Brought her to the 30 bus stop but in the end took 158 'cos it came first and she didn't want to wait. -.- So we took the bus and slept past aljunied bus stop! xD I think both of us were quite tired haha. I slept at 1am yesterday night again! In the end we took 158 all the way to serangoon int and then took 81 back to pasir ris. Omg this reminded me of how I slept all the way to changi airport when I took bus 53 from bishan after 3rd lang once! HAHA I think it's like mother like daughter!

Something's wrong with my blogger. It has no formatting bar! Which means no picture function. Yikes! :(

Updates! :D

2009-07-29T19:44:00.001+08:00

I finally have time to blog! :D

I've been quite busy lately, and when I switch on my comp, it'd be for GPP/WR, typing out history essays and blah. Ssometimes I'd online shop when I feel like duoluo-ing (CLL inside joke). xD I've been sleeping at 1am these past few days! I'm feeling quite sleepy now. Just came back from dinner with zina, simin, yijie, linyun and binggeng. We went to houkang mall, and zina, simin, yijie and linyun could go home pretty easily since they live over at the purple line, leaving me and binggeng sticking out 'cos we live at pasir ris and tampines. -.- Haha but not so bad la, 'cos we have 81, so we took train to kovan and took 81 home, and I reached home pretty fast. :) Wanted to sleep on the train and ended up talking about history! Oh no I need to catch up on my readings, 'cos I don't know quite a lot of stuff. :x There's so many things to read, especially history and econs!

Played tennis with yijie during pe lesson today. It was the first time I'd felt happy in pe lesson after quite a long time! 'Cos me and yijie don't play so well, but we don't care, so we had fun. :) Previously I'd play with people who were better than me, and it felt quite stressful 'cos I'd feel bad if I miss balls or something and worry that my partner would get impatient with me. Not a very nice feeling. :/ Today reminded me of me and liz playing tennis in pe lessons last year! 'Cos both of us can't play properly but we had so much fun. :)

Learning journey today! We went to the hindu temple. I didn't know hinduism was so interesting! Like all the beliefs and practices and stuff. Hmmm found out that yoga does not exactly promote hinduism, but amanda and I am still quite suspicious after the answer. xD We were given some indian food to try and I'm really not used to the food. The rice was spicy, the dough-donut thing was sour/salty and the orange squarish sweet was super sweet. :x Not my type of food, but I thought I'd try it since I was there. The coffee tasted nice though! :D Hahaha after the temple visit we ate at pastamania at houkang mall, and I chose some really weird combi of food which only I knew how to appreciate and everyone who tried my food gave me weird looks. xD Pesto and minstrone soup. Okay actually after I finished the pesto I didn't know what I was supposed to feel. But I remembered I liked the pesto from hans haha.

There're so many things I want to blog about the past few days (or weeks)! Like hoho, I got on teevee! :D The BOF event advertisement. Because I waved at the camera when everyone else around me ducked. xD Haha 'cos the event helper was asking us to wave ma, so me and clarissa just waved for fun. Although I looked unglam and all on tv, but at least that's 1 sec of fame! Heehee.

Blogger has some problems and I can't upload photos of today's dinner. :( I'll upload soon!

Edward monkton.

2009-07-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

http://www.edwardmonkton.com/

Found out about him when I was browsing through notebooks at taka. I think his cartoons are very cute and inspirational! :D

DUUSS.

2009-07-15T22:25:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the encouragement on my tagboard! :) Hmmm I have no idea why I cried before CLL results were returned lol. But I've decided that I shall not be so sad 'cos I just realised my CLL is a 'S' and not a 'U'! And I managed to keep my handwriting neat and had nice intros for my history ct so I'm happy too. I actually spent the first 15mins writing intros for my 3 history essays! Sounds pretty dumb huh. Then I just kept jumping around between the essays, perhaps that's why I didn't have enough substance in my essays 'cos I wasted quite a bit of time and failed. :(

LOL this friday's not my last day in yoga after all! xD I just realised they count one month by date and not like, 4 weeks. Sine my package starts on 19 june it actually ends this sunday. Then now me and zina have 1 more complimentary week 'cos the other day we recommended friends! xD And we're so gonna spam rp and go for yogi and ganesh's lesson or something. :) Zina got caught for crashing! :( Sorryyy. So sway we met Eds and he tried to psycho us to cont with our package again. -.- Actually I don't mind buying the cheap package now and arranging for it to start after promos, which is possible. Haha and we saw Ganesh after bikram and he told Eds that we were BRILLIANT (with a thumbs up) in his hatha b class! xD We only went for 1 of his lessons so far haha! I saw him before that at the 4th storey and kinda agreed that I'll go for his lesson tmr. Then I found out it's not possible 'cos his lessons are in the morning! Okay he's a nice teacher too I like. :D Actually I like almost all of the yoga teachers whose classes I've attended!

Yay body combat after school with zina tomorrow (thanks to her complimentary pass!). Kinda look forward to experiencing 5 consecutive lessons tomorrow. Hope it ain't too tiring, but after all they're all lectures!

Sad. :(

2009-07-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

I realised getting back results is actually more stressful than sitting for the tests itself!
It's kind of sad when you mugged so hard and you just didn't get what the teacher wanted and couldn't be given the marks. :(
I feel bad for letting my teachers down.

Pilates with cousin after school cheered me up a little though. Aloysius and his chirpy "加油!" was quite funny hahaha. Awww 3 more days to end of my package! Maybe I'll go for one more pilates lesson after spa on friday to end the whole thing nicely.

Okay. Back to moping! :(

5 yoga lessons + dinner

2009-07-09T22:47:00.009+08:00

TrueYoga at Ocean Towers is super pretty! And it's much less crowded than Pacific Plaza. The lounge was so pretty that I took lots of pictures! :D It was empty when we were there 'cos we were there reallyyy early. xD

Comfy seats!

Heh it's like a hotel right!

I think this is so jap-style. :D OH I heard 2 japs talking while I was packing my stuff! :D Zina had already left for her spa by then. So cool, even japs learn yoga! :D

Pretty wide windows. View from 27th storey, the highest level of the building, was nice! :)

Tall skyscrapers.

Later in the evening I went out for dinner with liz, nat, der hui, thomas and eugene! Though I didn't even eat. xD "Cos I reached there like super early while der hui was even earlier 'cos we'd arranged to meet up first to study, since I was coming straight from yoga lessons. I didn't even bring any HBL stuff lol! Anyway we went starbucks, and I drank my dark mocha frappuccino which made me totally full/ bloated by the time the rest of them reached. We went swensens and the 3 guys ordered staples while liz and nat shared dessert haha. Then later thomas and eugene wanted icecream and we stayed at macs and chatted all the way till 9+pm lol! Though most of the time it was about nat's stories in ACSI and they talked a lot of stuff which I don't understand/ I "shouldn't know"! :/ Adult issues.

Managed to get them to take a group photo before we left. :D

Thomas, nat, liz, me, eugene with der hui standing behind 'cos he didn't know where to position himself after he clicked the timer on his DSL lol!

Another shot haha.

Enjoyed my yoga marathon today, though I'm like dead beat! But I'm still attending 9.30am aloysius' dynamic pilates with cousin and zina 'cos his lessons are superrr enjoyable! ^^ Yeah I enjoyed his pilates ABT again today! It was slightly different from yesterday. Met a few new instructors and they were really nice too! We did a bit of partner yoga for yogalates and it was fun pairing with zina hee. ABS ABS ABS lol.

Okay I should go sleep now! Byebye! :D

Yoga marathon!

2009-07-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

080709 Thursday
7.30-8.30am: Hatha (B)
8.45-9.45am: Sun salutation series 1
10.30-12.00pm: Lunar flow
12.15-1.3opm: Pilates ABT
3.00-4.00pm: Yogalates

Went for body combat and pilates ABT today. Body combat was fun but quite tiring! xD It's like boxing hahaha. Pilates ABT was superrr enjoyable, especially with such a nice instructor like aloysius! :D Which is why I'm like attending his lesson again tmr. Actually I've only tried 1/5 lessons planned above! Hopefully they're all nice experiences. :)

Steamboat with james, si min and zina today was nice, though I kinda stuffed myself with fish/sotong/ balls and mushrooms and veggies! Actually I took extra for them and found out they didn't want them later and I had to eat them myself. ._. Just like the previous time at sakae buffet, when I picked up the cucumber and tamago sushi plates! Zina said I look like the yong tau foo stall with my plate filled with these food lol! xD Accidentally picked up a very small piece of mutton, and it was really disgusting. :x I loved the chicken though, while all of them didn't even bother to try 'cos they were more interested in their beef, mutton (:x), sausages and blah meats. I realised they don't like what I like to eat and vice versa! So next time I'll just have to take my own share in such buffet outings haha. Wanted to upload photos but I'm feeling quite sleepy now. Think it's because of the yoga lessons. xD

I hope I can last through the whole yoga marathon tomorrow! Felt really good after pilates 'cos I can feel my abs developing LOL! :D But the steamboat lunch probably made it back to normal again haha. Though this time I didn't really feel that I stuffed myself; I just a lot of seafood balls, tofu skin, and veggies! There's outing with liz, dh, thomas and eugene tomorrow! Haven't seen them for a reallyyy long time haha!

Haven't started HBL-ing except for PW. Yikes. :/

Picture post! :D

2009-07-07T21:03:00.015+08:00

Haha, I'll edit with more pics soon! :D Took so many pics these few days, squad outing on sunday, hokkaido fair on monday morning + mugging with xiu han on monday afternoon, CLL test today.... Tomorrow's yoga and steamboat with james si min and zina! :D

Rushed down to hokkaido fair to buy the ikameshi, so as to avoid the afternoon crowd, on monday morning. Hahaha I reached at about 11.30am, and not long after I left, the queue started! xD I'm lucky hee.

Ikameshi boxes at the counter.

Yay the packaging is the same as the one I saw on tv, when the host was trying it in hokkaido itself! :D

My yummy yummy ikameshi! :D

Took this picture before I left home, after mugging + crapping with her on monday afternoon!

LOL. I bought this jap scissors paper stone machine (because it's jap) from a strapya spree online and I don't know how to play! xD

Zi-pai!

Watching people play WII.

The 3 people who still have papers on Tuesday (today). So we still have to mug the day after the squad outing, which explains the sad faces! Apparently si min says I don't look sad lol. xD I tried really hard!

Me and birthday-girl-in-advance cindy! :D

Wan yu and me eating currypuffs haha!

This is what happens when someone with a big cast (I don't really know what it's called) on her leg, aka candice, kicks her injured leg in front of us 1 second before the photo was snapped. This shot was totally taken naturally lol! Si min looks happy. xD

Hehe squad outing on 050709 was love. :D

030709 outing with yi jie!

2009-07-05T11:44:00.013+08:00

Went out with yi jie to Tampines 1! Basically hanged around Manpuku, Uniqlo and Yamakawa, which made yi jie think T1 revolves around jap stores haha. But it just so happens that I only brought her to the jap stores! :D Had a lot of fun lunching, shopping and camwhoring with her!

Yay I finally managed to try Manpuku 'cos it has no queue! :D Maybe it's because people have gotten tired of it as the "new" thing in town lol. Or maybe it's because it's a weekday and most people still have school unlike us. :D

The food display outside the restaurant! Omg yi jie thought they were all real when they looked very much plastic-ky to me. ._.

Me and my omurice! Wanted to just get their sushi at first but yi jie tempted me at the omurice store haha! xD

Yi jie and her omurice. :)

My hokkyokusei omurice. Nicee. :D

Later we went to uniqlo and bought couple jackets! Omg these windbreakers were on sale and they're super comfy! :D I had to pay for yi jie's jacket first 'cos she didn't bring enough money though, which makes me more broke than everrr! :x

More pictures heehee. There're even more on fb lol!

Later we tried out their glasses! :D Hmmm I kinda like this pair of sunglasses hehe.

Nerdy glasses!

Took yi jie to b1 to buy her bubble tea, and came across this at the mr bean counter! Omg it's super duper cute, and I had to take a picture of it and post it on my blog despite how embarrassing it was then haha!

Hehe, our last stop was at Yamakawa Super, and I saw a drink with a big smiley and yi jie said I looked like the smiley! :D So I decided to get the drink lol. Which was freaking expensive, like almost 4 bucks.

Yup yup. I love retail therapy! And, I have no school for the whole of next week. Ahem ahem. :D Okay I'm supposed to have e-learning of some sort, so I shall leave time for that. But I'm so gonna spam yoga lessons with zina 'cos we went for a pathetic amount of lessons due to our cts! Haha but I'll still have to mug for chinese on tuesday now! xD

`Elaine*

HAZEZZZ :(

:)

Life's simple pleasures

Never knew I could feel that much;

Fever :(

Day off!

Happy birthday singapore!

Just Walk Away.

National Day Celebrations!

Randoms :)

6 photos :)

哭雨

累

3^3 is not equal to 9

Despicable me!

兄妹

怎样

SOT :)

舊愛還是最美:)

梦

领悟

找回自己 爱笑的眼睛

CLEP camp'10 social night :)

明知我愛你♥

Genting :D

Shallow chinese people

我的天空今天有点灰

HCI Dance Night :D

Mardi Gras!

Act II: The Greatest is Behind♥

Cravings.

Grateful.

NUS Open House'10 ♥

Accomplished.

SCREAMM.

Everybody's gonna love today

Valentine's day

Colours :D - CLEP project

Hear me

Happy cny :)

Happy vday!

School

等待，是值得的。:)

Taiwan classics

Say hellooo to total relaxation! :D

Uncompleted post.

Ignite that energy! :D

ZZzzzzz.

The magic of christmas day~

School's out let's scream and shout!

Movies, cookies, besties. :D

PW is overr.

Cazy job.

The cool vids. :D

Michael Jackson's This Is It.

Shopping!

你最近还好吗？

Shop-a-ho-li-ci-sm

Ris Low saga: pointless.

Last Day of School!

Libra!

Sweet 17th and concert!

Hapy children's day! :D

Happy. :)

Cravings

Almost liberation!

Pasta love.

Sep hols.

Grateful.

Dead Sea Scrolls

Sundayyy.

Conflicted.

Bus rides.

Happy teacher's day! :D

Natas fair!

Mugging.

Grateful.

The Crab Flower Club

Sore eye. ):

找回自己爱笑的眼睛